Lizzie

[desertgirl]

Hi, it's been awhile since we have talked. Yes I remember that awful night. I am feeling a little better, just not sleeping very much because of the RLS. I know that I have many issues besides that pills, that's why I take them : ) I am applying for county aid tomorrow and trying to get help with many health issues including counseling. Coming on here last week really helped to get some of this out! I was just thinking about you yesterday. Thanks for the post, how are you and your boys doing?

[desertgirl]

Thanks you made me smile, I am feeling alot better tonight, I know that is my biggest fear, facing life. It just hasn't been a very good one : ) But taking all those pills makes it alot worse, I know that. My head is alot clearer today and I am eating again. I will try to keep posting this time, it just get frustrating at times. Glad to hear that you are hanging in there. I saw your picture and you look so pretty! It is good to hear that Christian and Davis are doing well. Madison will get there, we all do eventually. Your a good mom to your boys and to all of us too!

[LIZZIE LOU]

i am glad you are back posting...

aawwhh sweetie...you are so important to many...and you have got to do this.  i hope that the aid will come through so that you can get the help that you need.  counseling will be wonderful for you...and hopefully you will learn to deal with life instead of hiding from it.  it really isnt that bad...hell, if i am still rolling along...anyone can...lol.

i am doing wonderfully...christian and davis are recovering still.  madison...well, that's another story in itself.  i pray for him to have the courage to face life one day.

hugs,
kim