TEMPTED !!!!!!!

[belfiglioval]

god i want to go get some percocet or tabs so BAD !!!! then i know that all this pain will go away, but i can't because it will just start all over again,  all i can do is prey , these drugs are so bad. god give me strength !!

[1eagle]

Do you notice anything that youn can correlate to the desire to get loaded again...someone here was talking about songs, and smells making them want to get high...those are called triggers by the pro's..and they are real. I haven't been able to identify mine yet, probably just too many, I always want to relapse. But for me that is just not an option any longer. Super congratulations on dday 4 - that should be over half of the most immediate battle. Then its only a fight...but it gets even better day to day...you got people on your side.

[belfiglioval]

well i felt better for a couple of hours and then the withdrawals started again, its strange i will be doing somthing and all of a sudden think i forgot to take a pill, then it hits me , NO !!  you can't take those pills, the mental part of this is also very tough, but im still clean, thanks for all the replys

[1eagle]

"spose that i could just call you "spike"? - You got it when you talk about it starting all over again. I must have quit a dozen times before I smartened up. Listen to Greebo - he is intelligent and correct..stay busy. You already know that if you use a pill to feel better you just start this dance all over again. Not that I didn't do that myelf a dozen times before I both got tired of that show and got brighter. There are lots of tricks for the wd's that people here will share with you. I wish that I would have found this place a lot earlier...and there are some nice people that can fully relate to us on here. Who woulda ever thought? --- I am with trglx...fight that bast**d and win!!!

[Carlieridofboy]

I will pray for you also. I know how hard it is.

[Greatgreebo]

Don't give in. Wash your car, dig a hole in the back yard, practice saying the alphabet backwards from memory, ANYTHING but using.
Pain sucks.
Being a strungout junkie sucks worse.
Relapse in the long run just makes everything 10X worse, so don't do it.
Stay strong and try very hard to think of anything else.
We are all here for you. Just keep posting :-)
Greatgreebo

[treglx]

I think you need to fight hard right now....that's the monster talking . Slay him. you can do it. Stay strong. We are here for you.
Prayers and good vibes to you. Keep posting.