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Thank you Ev1

   So many of you are so right, only time will heal and only time will tell. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. I will only grow and learn from all this mess I have got myself into.

Friday at 1 PM will be one full week clean (this time) I was thinking last night, for the first time in 3 years I really DO NOT WANT A PILL... Crazy.. Maybe because this time I lost my best friend due to it all. Maybe because I know I will loose my hubby and family if I do it AGAIN. Maybe its god or just me. I don't know at this moment but I am sure that will be reveled to me in due time. So, for now I will continue to get better and move on. That is all I can do. I can not change what people think or feel about me. I cant not take back the things I have done. All I can do is move on down the road and just make sure I am travail on the right road this time, no sharp turns or u-turns. LOL

I hope everyone is well and has a good day. thank you to everyone who posted it meant a lot to me. Ev1 keep your heads up and stay strong...... It may be hard at times but stick with it and in the end you will be HAPPY you did. I PROMISE!!!

XOXO
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Westmont,Il for the last 25 years. Time has flown!  Been married for 24 years. Two great kids 21 and 15.
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I am in Rockford, IL. you?
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What part of Illinois are you from sunny8008? I see alot of people on here from Illinois.
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I have been on Cymbalta (spell check) for about 7 months now. I guess I need to give it time to start working for me again. I am trying to eat better so we will see if that helps with some good old time. lol Thank you so much for the talk. If you dont mind whats your story sweetie? Thanks again, Heather
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Have you considered talking to your doc about something for depression. It happens a lot after you stop using. Most ppl contribute it to other things, like you saying it's moving, or your friend, or whatever. But, a lot of times it is not.
Remember, your brain was on drugs for a long time. You could have a chemical imbalance now that you stopped.
It is worth checking out.........
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Thank you sweetie. You are right about that..God does work in mysterious ways that is forsure. I dont have that great feeling yet but I know i will soon. I am having the mental part of it all at this time. You know... Lossing my best friend and moving out of state in 3 weeks has alot to do with it all im sure. But, I will make it, I been worse.. Thank you again, Heather
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Good Morning and Congrats on being clean!!
Great feeling, isn't it? Keep up the good work.
It's great to hear you don't want a pill. I am a firm believer that GOD works in mysterious ways....

You have a super day!!

Hugs, Bonnie
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