Hello everyone.....and welcome all new comers! Just an update for everyone. I took my last hydro on Monday morning...so today is day #6? However, I have cheated and I feel like s h i t b/c of it.
A friend of mine had tramadol, and soma. I have been taking one of each a few times a day the past week. Now limiting those, and spread them out or take NONE of them unless I feel symptoms.
I had barely any w/d's is this b/c of the tramadol and or the Soma? Neither one does anything for me, however I have not had severe w/'d's. OR, is the worst yet to come? I can't believe for someone like me who was at about 15+ of hydro's a day and have been in the start of w/d before didn't have nothing close to it this time. I am a little scared of what I have read about tramadol, however it does nothing for me so is there still a chance of "wanting it"?
Next thing is that right now my cravings for hydro are imense. I have called and called, even though I have no "bad symptoms" to get that fix, I am craving awfully. I thought once I was over ( if I am that is) the worst of the physical w/d I would not want to look back. Does this ever go away? I am scared, and at the same time releived that I have 6 days under my belt without those however like I said I cheated and leaned on another shoulder.
I have had some sweats, and my sciatic is in its worst but that seems to have lessened today. Leg cramps were minimal, but then again this could be b/c of the tramadol?
I could have went to Dr, and got more but I noticed it wasn't that "urgent" need to go get them. See, she weened me down 2 weeks at a time, which of course I did not stick to. I then told her that 1/day was not working for my pain (which its not) and she said to come in for an apt.I never even scheduled one. I have two parts of me right now, one says GO get some just get that feeling again, and the other says NO WAY you have come this far!
Any suggestions from anyone on how I should approach coming off the tramadol, or is it safe to just stop taking it if I have only been taking it since Monday?
I hope all is well with everyone, and I wish everyone struggling for the strength to beat this. This would be the best gift for Christmas EVER!
Happy Holidays!
Love & Huggs
Tracy