I've been a member here for probably a year and a half. Yes, I've done the withdrawal/relapse thing so many times it's crazy. Every time I come back, I'm reminded of friends who've gone their on way, and some of my friends who are still hanging around. I just wanted to honor a few people that have helped me be here, right now, clean. R2R and avisg...congrats on 500 days. You're remarkable women who make this a better place. Naughty, you'll have those 500 days very soon. I know you already know how proud I am of you. Marcatj, you've been so much help to me. You know I'd do anything for you, dear. Liscamdave, you've been through a lifetime of hurt..and, you deserve a lifetime of happiness. Bear, you've had a year nobody should have to go through. May God bless you and your family. And, to my heroes that I miss dearly. Two of the first people that reached out to me on this forum, IBKleen and SteveL. I still think about you both often. Fishmeal, I miss your posts. Beachtowel...for whatever reason I liked you. You never pulled punches. And, lastly...to who I call the first lady of this forum...FlAddict. All I can say is that for those who didn't know her, you'll never know what a wonderful lady you've missed knowing. I hope all these people are finding some peace and love in their lives. They're just a few of my heroes on this forum. Now, who are yours?