Honey I responded to your other post look at the top of the page and repost on the
"Substance Abuse Addiction Community" there a lot of people with the same stuggle you are dealing with....... this is the social side so a bit more light hearted.
It is a bit late but there will be more people on soon that will be here to help you, as I shared with you on my other reply to your post, I am the mom of an addict so I truly cant say I know what you are feeling. Lord knows I lived it long enough I think I can but in reality I know that is not possible. Please try the other side hun and if I can hlep you in anyway please let me know. My thoughts are for you, Jeanette
You are reaching out for help, please know how brave that is to do so and be proud of this step you have taken!!
Im here to listen. im in the same boat so i doubt i can help. ive been clean for 7 months before i did it by cutting the supply n clonidine n alot of support from my fam. this time they dont no. id be such a failure i no it in there eyes....i cant stand it anymore. i wish i could get over being scared to just do it!