I finally found a mountaineers fan!!! ... But we lost : (!!!!! I thought we were gonna come back. It's all good we still have the big east!!!!
LETS GOOOOOO
Mountaineers!!!!
That is my fav team and hope we beat LSU tonight!
I can't wait to get there. I can't stay off of pills long enough to feel the way you all do. As soon as I start to feel good without pills they always seem to find their way into my life and I can't resist the temptation. I take so many in a matter of a few days (like60) and it takes me like 2 weeks for my body and mind to recover. Why do I keep doing this to myself? I took 20 to 30 10s a day for several years everyday. Now bc I've lost everything I don't have a way to get them everyday so I just use once a month. I would much rather go thru physical withdrawls than have to deal with the mental that I live with everyday. I just wish for once I can say no so this battle that goes on in my head will evenually stop. Does anyone know what I mean?
I didn't realise I had a nice personality without alcohol and meds,but I am finding out and I am another "mentally hilarious" person.I also call myself eccentric,but maybe I'm not rich enough for that tag. LOL
Im so impatient. Yes, I am seeing that when I feel ok my humour is coming back. And while it feels really good to laugh again i am also seeing a lot of disturbing personality flaws showing that i really dont like. Spose I really want them to go away, praying, askin God to take but i really am impatient, and scared.
Makes us sound "special" doesnt it!! LOL
Yes Sarah!!!!
That describes it EXACTLY. I'm using it too!!!! I'm just glad I'm the only one allowed in there, lest my "hilarity" get me locked up!!!
lol thats funny. i like that saying maybe ill use that one. if u dont mind.
I am way more "mentally hilarious" than i was before. That is a better term than calling myself crazy!!
itll take time to get our full personalities back. but im just so excited that im seeing glimpses of mine coming back. i thought there for awhile i was boring. lol im actually alot of fun and a good person to be around, some of my old freinds actually want to hang around me again. this is really making me want to never go back to my life on pills again. i think im finally developing the hatred towards them. didnt think id ever get there.
I'm not nearly as goofy as I used to be.......but I'm working on it!!!!
bob