has ne1 noticed that their personality has come back after the drugs?

[ang_811]

im beginning to notice lil things about myself now that im not living high nemore. im stating to see who i really am. im finding myself. my personality is coming back. i actually forgot that im a pretty fun person to be around. lol. lets see, im realizing that i love art. photgraphy is a good hobby of mine now, im athletic, love to go for my morning run. ive got a good sense of humor. i have a big heart and always put other people b4 myself. im an adrenalin junkie..always love to go for that natural high...going skydiving next month. i love football again... Go Steelers and WVU mountaineers. lol...its kinda exciting to find myself again. and i defintly can not wait to find out more things about myself... it defintly makes me to not want to use ever again bc i love my life sober and i love who i am and the pills will only take all of these away from me again. well NEVER AGAIN PILLS,

[ang_811]

I finally found a mountaineers fan!!! ... But we lost : (!!!!! I thought we were gonna come back. It's all good we still have the big east!!!!

[SCtranspose]

LETS GOOOOOO
Mountaineers!!!!
That is my fav team and hope we beat LSU tonight!

[thoughtiwasalone]

I can't wait to get there. I can't stay off of pills long enough to feel the way you all do. As soon as I start to feel good without pills they always seem to find their way into my life and I can't resist the temptation. I take so many in a matter of a few days (like60) and it takes me like 2 weeks for my body and mind to recover.  Why do I keep doing this to myself? I took 20 to 30 10s a day for several years everyday. Now bc I've lost everything I don't have a way to get them everyday so I just use once a month. I would much rather go thru physical withdrawls than have to deal with the mental that I live with everyday.  I just wish for once I can say no so this battle that goes on in my head will evenually stop. Does anyone know what I mean?

[ang_811]

lol...thats funny

[narla]

I didn't realise I had a nice personality without alcohol and meds,but I am finding out and I am another "mentally hilarious" person.I also call myself eccentric,but maybe I'm not rich enough for that tag.  LOL

[HisChild76]

Im so impatient. Yes, I am seeing that when I feel ok my humour is coming back.  And while it feels really good to laugh again i am also seeing a lot of disturbing personality flaws showing that i really dont like. Spose I really want them to go away, praying, askin God to take but i really am impatient, and scared.

[dominosarah]

Makes us sound "special" doesnt it!! LOL

[jstntime]

Yes Sarah!!!!

That describes it EXACTLY.  I'm using it too!!!!  I'm just glad I'm the only one allowed in there, lest my "hilarity" get me locked up!!!

[dominosarah]

Go for it!!

[ang_811]

lol thats funny. i like that saying maybe ill use that one. if u dont mind.

[dominosarah]

I am way more "mentally hilarious" than i was before.  That is a better term than calling myself crazy!!

[ang_811]

itll take time to get our full personalities back. but im just so excited that im seeing glimpses of mine coming back. i thought there for awhile i was boring. lol im actually alot of fun and a good person to be around, some of my old freinds actually want to hang around me again. this is really making me want to never go back to my life on pills again. i think im finally developing the hatred towards them. didnt think id ever get there.

[jstntime]

I'm not nearly as goofy as I used to be.......but I'm working on it!!!!

bob

[gottadothis]

This is so Great! :)