$%&! i have a craving

[gizzy32]

man, i was watching this video on youtube by the matthew good band, it's a song about coke and i love this song but never saw the video before. i don't know why but i watched it a few times in a row today cause i can relate so much, it's a deep video and when i watch her sniffing lines and look up all high i gag cause i could actually taste coke. what a video. i just hate when my nose twitches, it happens so rarely now but it has kinda hit me good now. i know how to control them now so no worries, but i get uncomfortable when i can taste coke. anyone out there that has used coke, does your nose twitch ever when you get a craving, i hate this ****.

[bandnmom]

Stay strong! You are the strongest person i have met here.

[troubleinohio]

stop watching those videos/songs! ANd hang in there, hopefully by now the craving has passed? Go eat another 12 pack of Reeses PB cups, ok? lol Im having one right now as a matter of fact, after having eaten 2 bowls of homemade chili. Pass the TUMS please, LOL.

{{{{GIZ}}}}

[worried878]

LOL

[GoingToMakeIt]

Insert foot into mouth. Very hard to sniff that way.
Also the feeling of ridiculous comes over you and the craving seems really stupid.

[opi]

take rubber mallet hold with right hand,aim at nose..wack nose.if this does not fix,,,follow same procedure,aim at PC..

[worried878]

I also feel the same way....I feel very connected with u guys...we help each other in a way that no one else can...it is a very good release to be able to vent and talk about things that most in my life would never understand...thanks

[confused456]

I am sorry!!

[newmanagment]

nope, havent seen it. but ya know i listen to rap music, alwayz have. nine outta of ten songs are about slingin cocaine. so i dont listen to em, yet.. there are things that trigger us quicker and harder than others addictions on here!! Its is soo good to have this forum when these things "pop" up, and im sure i will be postin here in about 2 weeks LOL.. i am 3 weeks 2moro, which is an accomplishment, but not much of one. see , all i have put my family thru, they aint tryin to hear im 3 weeks clean, theywant to hear im over the year mark, and then they are still skeptical. but i feel this time is different , because of people like you, worried , and cathy (plus this entire forum) in my life.

[worried878]

Lordy....would we have abused drugs if we knew it would take so long to get back to normal again?  dont know but I am thinking of you and wishing u all the best...u will be fine..I know u r just venting and its not like u r gonna run out and get some coke...but is is still hard

[gizzy32]

man i did just puke. the hard part, wtf no way. it has been good lately. have you seen the born losers video by the matthew good band, dude you might not want to watch it

[newmanagment]

Gizzy, i dint want to mention this, but you are just now gettin to the hard part of cocaine addiction. i have made a few years here and there , as you know.. and it is really hardest at 9 and 12 months. but you got this bro, you know the signs, plus ya got all us to help ya over the rough part!! i dont get the nose twitch, cuz i smoke it. but i sometimes will "taste" it, so strong i wanna puke!! so it is normal, and i am gettin Miz a plane ticket to snatch youtube offa that puter LOL... for real  QUIT watchin that damn video, and leave the Clapton song alone too    much love bro....

[gizzy32]

i just past my 120 days cathy, i have felt weird this week. remember the other day i posted about feeling high? i feel some changes for sure. i am 126 days and this is the first bad craving in 3 weeks, i feel sick and am shaking, but i am ok. this rarely happens now

[MizDemeanor]

*sneaks into Gizzy's house and snatches YouTube off his puter* *whistles innocently*

[cathy5841]

my nose still twitches...could be because i snorted my pain meds too.  i was going to message you and tell you that you are coming up on you 120 days and for a coke addict, there is something about that time frame that causes cravings.  your body goes through something at this point , i dont know how to explain it...ill message you when i get hme

[Jacqui805]

While I don't have any experience with Coke, I'm just chuckin' ya some support bro'.