Apologies for not checking in, but had loads going on.
Anyway, wanted to say after 11 weeks clean, I'm starting to feel like my old self. Lethargy and tiredness are nearly gone. Anxiety has definitely gone.
The only things Im finding hard, is getting the aches anx pains you get after a days work, having anaesthetised them for 20 odd years. The other thing is dealing with stuff, straight, that id have taken a little more meth for, just to give me a lift. I am dealing with it though.
I really just wanted to say to anyone starting a taper or going through withdrawal, its so worth it. Not being tied to anything is just awesome. Yeah, its hard, but you can do it. At times, after 23 years of heroin and methadone, I thought I was a lifer, but Ive done it.
Lastly want to thank all the guys here that helped me out. I really appreciate it