Hi everyone, just an update, hopefully let others know its possible. I am a few days away from being 100% clean off Vics. Having the pharmacy call my doc saved my life. I am HAPPY, SOBER, not fuzzy anymore and radiant for the first time in several years. There is light at the end of the tunnel. One thing I had to figure out was that I got tired of counting the days. I counted pills to make them last, I counted days of when I could get my next refill, and I counted days of being sober. No more, I don't even count my sobriety now. Its just being clean. I am thankful for my health today and always. I stopped posting for awhile and reading because it seemed to fill me with more anxiety. I am on my way to great things. I hope you all find your way, because its a wonderful feeling. Good luck. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!