HI everyone, I am 30 days clean today!!! yippy!!! without a doubt, the number one reward is the freedom i feel from the pills. i can now do anything and everything WITHOUT vicodin!!!
to those of you that are quitting now, trust me, hang in there. all the WD symptoms: the sleeplessness, the depression etc goes away!!!! you can do it!!!! don't feel bad about feeling lethargic just embrace it, rent movies, rest, take baths, take time off of work, take walks, heal yourself. you can do it!!!
my evenings are so normal and restful now- I LOVE IT! to think about how jacked up i was on vicodin every night until 2 or 3am just sounds so tiring now. i have as much desire to take a pill as i have to push a truck up mount everest!
i have the rest of the year off and leave for a tropical vacation next week!! i will be 39 days clean when i land in paradise. during my WDs i kept saying to myself "i will feel normal when i am on vacation", it kept me going! i can't tell you how excited i am not to have to worry about scoring enough pills to take with me on vacation.
best of luck to everybody!