Hey girl, firstly at 31 days you are still mentally detoxing (and will be for a while) that's why you felt SO emotional getting a ticket. It won't always be like that. Also, what is your aftercare? Whenever I wanna lose it, I call my sponsor or someone in the program and spill it all to them!
I have been going to church with a lot of recovering addicts it is definitely an awesome feeling to know I'm not alone and god is with me along with other people
Congrats on Day 31!!! You are doing so awesome!!! SO glad to hear about your support with the church!!! Support helps so much to get us through the rough times!! Sorry about the ticket....Grrrrrr We all have to learn that lesson and slow down!!! It S***S having to give that money away though! Im glad you talked yourself through it!!! Keep on doing such a great job!!! XO Karen
@cricket92 thank you!! yes lesson has been learned!! thanks for being such a great support hun
Congratulations, you're doing great. I'm impressed by what you're doing. Sounds like you're constructed a solid plan and now you're seeing why it's so important to have one. Life just has so many ups and downs that when we are weak it can be the ruination of our best intentions. You are an inspiration to all by not only what you are doing doing but also by how you are doing it. This is good!........ike
thank you!! its not easy but I am fighting with everything i got...ive already relapsed once before and am determined not to make the same mistake..i know i will have my weak moments but let me tell you nothing can be worse than being controlled by a drug everyday and not living your life because of it...each day gets better and i get stronger..everyday is a battle and a fight and i plan on winning :)