hey, I am new here. Unbelievably I just got 9 months off heroin and all other opiate pain killers/anti-anxiety. Was on sabonxon for a month to help. Coming to this site reminds me of how awful it was for me. Withdrawal, sleeplessness, god the anxiety and lack of energy. I never ever thought this could be possible. Shot heroine for 15 years. Still going through a lot of **** anxiety, uncontrolled emotions and such, but I do not use. No anti-depressants either. Want to wait at least a year before I decide on that. I just come here when I feel like using and I get set straight real quick how awful it was.