I know this is a couple years late, but I'm telling you, the only thing that will work for you is if you commit yourself to an inpatient treatment center. Then the control is out of your hands and you don't have to worry about willpower. Treatment can help you ease through your withdrawal symptoms, get you fully checked out, body, mind, spirit, you'll have an accurate diagnosis, and you will gain valuable coping skills to deal with the cravings once you are back in the real world. Try to find a treatment center that is longer term. 4-5 months. These have the highest success rates for addicts. Best of luck.
Why do you say it ruined your life? I'm only curious because I'm detoxing from Vicodin right now and I'm still taking effexor for anxiety and adderrall for ADD. I've been through so much hell withdrawing from medications already and I don't want to add another to the list. I would just like to hear your story, if that's ok, to put things in to perspective because maybe I'll be able to stop it before it gets to a bad place.
Thanks.
I have so much personal experience w adderal. And it almost ruined my life. I was prescribed it while in college. And ended up taking the same Amt as u are. It makes u Crazy!! I'd be more than willing to help u through this It's rough. But I would never touch it again even if it were in my face now. Thank God for that!!
I just want to wish you the best of luck. One of my friends is on Adderall for
ADD. She has lost so much weight, she now wears a size 0. I know the reason she takes it, it makes her work like a demon. I have honestly seen her mowing the grass at 3 a.m. She does irrational things when she takes it.
She buys things that she can't afford. She will never quit taking it and I think it will eventually kill her.
I also think you should call your dr about the edema. This type med isn't great on the heart when you take extra as I'm sure you know, and the edema is worrisome.
Sorry, didn't mean to hit post.
Well, the pain pills helped the pain, but also gave me about 6-8 days a month I felt like leaving home. Uh oh! Because before, I was pretty much bed bound from lack of energy, throwing up all the time, dizziness, fainting. So to leave the house, get to go to a movie or take my daughter somewhere was amazing.
Needless to say, I got hooked. I still had horrible days, but saw light.
I stopped them Jan 2nd.
Because even though they allowed me some good days, I needed one to get up.
My long point ( sorry) is that if you feel you are missing a diagnosis, you prob are. You know your body.
Make yourself go to your appts, and ask for a specialist. An internist might be a good place to start.
I realize off these pills I will be mostly house bound, but I finally get to go to that specialist out of state in September. A long way away, but I want my body free of mood altering substances so when they give me proper treatment, I can live life again. It's the only hope I have, and you must have hope.
So please don't accept the fibro dx if you don't feel it's right. You don't have to live this way. Tell your dr you want to see a specialist.
You might just find there's treatment for you, other than symptom care ( adderall).
Good luck. My heart broke reading your story.
Hi. Your story sounds so familiar in ways. I too was diagnosed with fibro in 09. I didn't believe it though. No way fibro would make me feel so bad.
I too canceled appts because I felt to bad to go. I was also given adderall then Ritalin. I didn't have affects from them, good or bad. But sometimes, out of desperation, I would take extra. It never worked, and I would quit taking them, then get desperate and take again, thinking they might work this time. They didn't. I never got hooked though. I felt I was taking a placebo pill.
A year later, I got a different diagnosis, that I believed, because it had actual diagnostic tests.
Unfortunately, it's so rare that I needed to go out of state to see someone that knew what they were doing. The appt was a year away, and I lost my insurance, and am still waiting to go.
Meanwhile I developed painful bladder disease, and a messed up back from a car wreck. Enter Roxie's. ( first lortab
H Dagny, Have you ever attempted to wean off this med under your Dr. care? I have a child on vyvannce that is in the same family as addrenall, but only takes it on school days and never in the summer. He doesn't have any symptoms going off. Are you sure something else isn't causing some of your symptoms? It seems like you need a complete checkup. Don't underestimate the value of proper nutrition to help you along with your energy and mood. Hopefully more will be along to give you some good advice.
WHOA! I did not read this one. I can't even imagine 30mg THREE TIMES a day!!!! I have battled terrible ADD and anxiety my whole life and my doc prescribed adderall finally to help with homework (college level) because I got so sick of it. I only take one 10mg per day and that sometimes messes with my heart and makes me jittery.