Terribly sorry your are going through all this. You have my sympathies and I hope you keep trying. Ask your doctor about trying herbal remedies such as passion flower. Also, really try and excercise. You may not like excercising but this WILL help tremendously with reducing your anxiety. Alway excercise under a doctors supervision. Good luck to you and don't' give up.
Hey...Hi! I'm sorry your post was overlooked.
You are in a corner and I feel for you! First,it seems you know that YOU HAVE TO TAPER FROM THESE MEDS. Was I clear enough? You are now out of pills and that's dangerous! Terrible anxiety,seizures,bad withdrawal...to name a few.
So,your first priority is to get to a doctor,in-patient detox,something...right away!
As far as that job goes: I know jobs are hard to find BUT do you really want to be treated like a "fat ballerina" ? I wouldn't. They can **** off! Look for another job once you get the meds squared away.Stay in touch,okay??