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friend I myself if fighting to quite cocaine , the first thing you mst know is is what addiction is and from where it origins. Adiction is beeing obssesed on something or someone it all starts as a habbit untill it becomes adiction or obssesed on it. next time you going to buy coca buy to extra bags of mariwana , the mariwana has a tranquilize effect and the coca has a hyper effect . when those days of craving arrise everyweek I try to avoid it I do anything to control my nerves and if I fail and go buy the coke I buy less but more mariwana ,the mariwana is not as bad as coca. Mariwana wont give you SEX drive ,see coca can make one become adicted to pornography and prostitutes make us waste all our money in this ****. Try to break your habbit with a softer drug ,break the habbit of allways buy coca but never buy a worser drug . after you become adict to mariwana you will handle the cravings better because the cravings become mariwana cravings that are not so heavy like coca. After this period you can switch to cigarret or any other medication and never go back to coca try never to go there again , it kills the soul then breaks your life ....
Hi reading your post really hits home , i took up playing guitar well learning i think that helps ..Best of look matey