In the same boat. Except, I have stopped all of them. Doesn't mean that when my pain is like it is today, I want something............bad, I seem to have lost almost all my papers, and I have to go over everything again to get my memory back regarding the self help I gave myself.
If you stay on this site, there will be people to help you.
Yes, we've all been there before and know what you're going through. It is a difficult situation but it's whether you want to get your life back and if you're ready. I was an addict to Tramadol and I said "ENOUGH" and took my life back because I deserved it!! I know it's easier said then done but you CAN do it and being on this site will help you realize this! The road is hard and there are many bumps but it's sooooo worth being clean...TRUST ME! Hang in there and good luck! Everyone deserves a clean and healthy life! I'll tell you all about it once you get there cause you CAN!
When your desire to get clean is stronger than your desire to get high then you will do whatever it takes. Make you the No1 priority. Find some type of recovery care and surround yourself with healthy supportive people. You dont have to be a prisoner to these pills anymore. We are here to support you~~~sara