Any one awake?

[rooftrash]

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[ALreins]

I'm always awake. Not just the WD's from vicodin, but because my body clock is 180degrees turned around. Been like that since I was 17 and had testicular cancer. I was up all night in the hospital because it was the only time it was peaceful. So now 21 years later, I can't break that pattern.
Not yet.
The vicodin was prescribed for disk degeneration, but have since gotten off due to its longterm effects and tired feeling in creates. Not a good substance to be taking if you want to actually have a life.

[STRUGGLES]

hey family whats up. I've been clean 4 about six months and the last 2 and a half weeks i cant sleep. I really think i have insomnia cause i just sit and those little voices are starting to tell what i need to do to get some sleep. i'm doing the right thing tho i went to three meetings today

[Mis Take]

I know, Bruce, it sux and it is just our plight for whatever reason, but it's ok, just have to find something constructive to do with our time, right?  BUT, I haven't found anything yet, I'll have to get back to u on that one.  lol

Im glad ur posting, and getting support when u need it.  I don't want u to get to feeling things, doing things etc. and disappear.  HEAR ME???  lol lol lol
Just take care of yourself and let me know if I can do anything for you.

have a good night bruce, Im gonna try again.....yeah right!!!!

love, tracy

[rooftrash]

Hey sweetness I hate this i can't sleep no matter how much i try

[Mis Take]

arent u taking this???  U R going to get thru this bad sht and sooon!!!  u know we're not gonna get what we cant handle.hun.  /i know u know this.  Relax, and be comfortable.....watch tv and don't think about it.  I know, but worth a try.....  It will get better, i promise u that....

need to run, sweetie, the baby isn't feeling well - usualy, God bless her.

talk to u soon, Bruce, hope u are able to soon.

love,t racy

[Mis Take]

for a minute.  I can't sleep, ever.  anyway, i hope ur ok