Day 1

[jenniferb777]

I started taking hydro after I had my child on april 16th and today is my 1st day without them i started taking them becuase of my back and well loved the high so continued to take them.  it has been about 2 and 1/2 month of taking them today i have no energy and am kind of feeling the hot sweats is this the worst of it becuase I have not been taking them very long also how long does the depression last I have not felt that yet but am sure I will.  I know I did not take them long but I did take a lot of the 10/325 about 8-10 a day I just want to stop this now before it gets out of hand I am hiding it from my husband and have a new baby I am scared about how I am going to take care of my baby during thid period I already dont have the energy to do anything and its only been a day.

[jenniferb777]

I am here lets start over together we can do this I am so glad I found the website it really gives me hope all of you guys are awesome.  How bad did you slip up?

[scoenen]

More than likely not but because of the relief you got from the pill- it will be uncomfortable.  I slipped as well today and will start again tomorrow.  Lets do this together.  

[jenniferb777]

I will I know I can do this do you think becuase I tood the one darn pill I will have to start this over again?

[tiggz1977]

well setbacks happens. tell your husband to help you look for pills around the house, you want them all gone! the addiction is difficult to say the least. just stay strong Jen! if you have any hiding spots tell your hubby to go to them and remove pills. just pick yourself up and dust yourself off and try try again

[jenniferb777]

Thank you very much I came home from work today and the bordom got me I did take one pill and feel horrible that I did it it wasnt that day 2 withdrawls were so bad it was just that I was bord I know i have to keep myself busy busy and should have stayed at work today I feel so bad do you thing that because I took 1 freaking pill today I will be starting over day one was hard my body hurt I slept like a baby last night and most of the day today just due to lack of energy but my body did not hurt anymore.  I feel so bad that I took that thing I found the darn thing when I was looking for something in my wallet..

[tiggz1977]

yay!! it makes me happy! I'm very glad you did, you are so strong Jen! very strong! I wish I had that strength 3 years ago. I'm hoping you are doing well and hope you stay clear of these pain pills. Also make sure you tell your OB or doctor about the stumble you had with them< very important otherwise they may prescribe them to you again and if you don't have the strength to say no you will stumble again. If you can't tell them ask your hubby to go with you to your next appointment and have him tell them. doctors know that these pills are problematic they know and many have seen there fair share of addicitions . just remember to know your weakness, knowing your weakness is in fact a strength! if you still feel alone and can't do it anymore, write a journal, write down how you feel, everyday! write in it several times a day it doesn't matter, the more you write the more andore better you feel. If you ever I mean EVER start to be tempted, open your journal and start at page 1 and just read. you will find out how you feel from the start up till the point you stopped an maybe you'll add how you feel again. descibe everything and anything. remembr this is about you! everyones addiction Is unique, no 2 are the same. I wish you an your husband the best of luck and a very happy and strong marrage!

God bless