In life going through anything bad to me, is just me going through something bad and its not that big of a deal, but going through this is different. Its was not me and it was phsycologically and physically horrrible. I thank God that He led me to this site and I prepped before I started. My doctors nurse said: "DONT COLD TURKEY, DONT COLD TURKEY!". I did. . I have some weakness and what I will call "chemical chills" at different times of the day and night, but I feel better now (day 10) than I did on a full dose 12 days ago.