But you're staying strong. Right? It's a commitment. Be sure you know that your d o c will not change stress. Your perception is the only thing. Drug free we can control our perceptions. We are here to offer support. Pamela
Oh!! Yes them Triggers..This is why we have to change so much in our Life. People, Places, Things, etc..Staying clean takes a lot of Work & Support. Take each day Min By Min and try to re-direct your self from your thinking. Keep going to those meetings and find a good sponsor. You will get many telephone numbers that you can call when you feel like you are going to fall down.
I will tell you right now that Life is no peaches and cream..If we do not get Support and put up Boundaries a person can fall quick. SO get to those meetings and pick up a Tool Box. Ha!
Maybe take a peek at my Journal where I put in "Addiction and the Pleasure Pathway beyond Willpower". You might understand a bit more on what goes on up stairs in our Brain..Just remember too that Addition is a Brain Disease that we get. You can stop it now and put it into remission, But NOT ALONE!!
I wish you peace..The mental part takes awhile to balance back in our Brains..Lots of wiring got tangled..(Sort of Speaking)..
Bless U and Hang in.
That's why we do meetings
Oh no you dont : )
Congratulations on day 19, you have come too far to throw it all away now...
19 days is a very long time to stay clean as you know.
We are all so proud of you. You can do it, keep pulling through.
A massive well done to you !!!