hey there. glad to hear your feeling better. i was so happy on the 28th of last month cuz i got me a few suboxone and tried to detox myself. well ive not updated in couple days and sad to say i relapsed after i ran out of the subs.i feel pathetic and such a loser to have pretty much made it thru the hard part only to fail yet once again.this is the first ive blogged since then. anyway a friend had told me about a dr. that took walkins and helped people who needed help.i was sceptical but without any money i didnt see much choice.my mom took me and paid for it, bless her heart shes been thru alot with me. i was so sick on the hour drive down there, but when i walked in they , the nurses were so kind, they even had a seperate room for me an my mom so i wouldnt hafta sit in there SICK with the other people. the dr. was just as kind an didnt make me feel like a loser, he was real kind and real concerned.he wrote me a 4 day script of subutec which id never had before, ive only over the yrs had suboxone, and made me an app. for monday morning so he could make sure i was doing ok. yeah! he was awesome.anyway update is, i feel so much better, oh lord.now im just gonna work the program,and find me a na meetin somewhere.wish me luck.at least now i feel as if i have people who understand me and my addiction.its been a long, long ride for me and nows the time for me to get off and fly straight. good luck an thanx for sharin your story.
IM ON SUBOXONE 50 DAYS TODAY I FEEL GREAT LIKE I USED TO AND U DONT FEEL LIKE A JUNKIE CUZ ITS THERE I DONT ABUSE IT LIKE I DID PILLS I DONT HAV 2 COUNT MY STRIPS AND I DONT RUN OUT IT HELP ME GET UP AND DO STUFF LIKE I USED 2 ITS A GREAT TOOL TO B A BUFFER BETWEEN U AND PILLS OR H OR WHATEVER DOC
Thanks folks, I was scared to death to try subs because of all the horror stories I've read and negative input on its use. It became my last option as I was going to die in my sleep if I didn't stop the meth. I'm glad to give and hear positive experiences for those who seem incapable of taper. I know this path is for everyone, but thanks for your success stories, I may not have been so scared had I read these before induction. Don't get me wrong, I believe this drug deserves respect and great caution in its use, but I feel great for three days in a row. I forgot what that was like. Thanks again everyone.
Sorry about auto spell incorrect, I meant to say, "This path is NOT for everyone, but thanks for your success stories.
I am glad to hear you are feeling better. Are you getting aftercare along with the subs therapy? Subs can be a life saver if it is used correctly, but you also need a plan and work that plan for your recovery. I wish you great luck with your recovery and I know you will make it. I am pulling for you so Keep on Keepin on. God Bless---Rick
I'm getting every bit of after care I can. Weekly counseling, daily Anonymous meetings, and talking to a successful friend daily. I couldn't get on subs alone and can't stay on this path alone. I want off of everything now, but I'm trying to be humble and listen to everyone. I didn't get addicted over night and I won't get off over night. I'm driving my family nuts by talking about recovery constantly. I'm excited to have made it this far, but I don't want to push them over the edge. This forum has been helpful, thanx everyone.