Day 3... Wanna die

[jibi07]

Day 3 detox almost 72 hrs since last perc when will the worse of this be over ... Feel like I wanna die today.... So easy to make it all go away! But I wont

[ricart70]

I don't want to sound like an aa slogan but yeslife is right This is how we ALL do this.ONE day at a time. After a while we can adjust our focus.Sometimes we have to return to just one day but it gets easier with time. we want you to succeed and we also know that you can do this.   fight! make it til bedtime.Make it past payday don't give in. You won't if you don't want to

[jibi07]

thats exactly what i'm doing.. i'm tired of being tired all the time, tired of looking for the next pill, tired of lying, tired of it all, iv'e had enough of the bs of this, i'm doing good convincing myself of this, and this is what i really want.

[YesLife4Me]

Good for You!!   Now stay resolute in your request for them not to give you any.  If you ask them even one time, they won't take you seriously.  I really do care and want you to be able to put this behind you sweetie.  I know the wd is very real and even when we try to put mind over matter, it's still there.  However playing the mind games with ourselves does make a difference in how well we get past it.  Reach down inside yourself and fight for this!!!   Make short term goals that lead to your long term goals.  That is how I had to do it.  Make small benchmarks to celebrate.  

[jibi07]

no today day 1... but i'm not feeling too bad, i was taking 40 325 mg day, yesterday i took a few, today i feel ok,i have told them i dont want them, but wil they listen, i dont know............ i' m hoping, i said if they care they would listen to me. i'm trying the placebo affect on myself, lol, i told myself yesterday that i was going to wake up feeling fine today, and everything would be good, i woke up, had a shower came to work and am not too bad, i keep telling myself WD does not really exist, it's all in my head............. anyway, we will see what tomorrow brings, and the next day.

Thanks for caring!

[YesLife4Me]

Are you on day 2 today?  Have you told your family you don't want them?   You've got to put up your own roadblocks.  If you don't tell them, then they become a safety net to fall back on when things get difficult.  

[jibi07]

i'm sorry, not meaning to avoid the access question.... sadly i know many people that have them, but i have been trying to avoid these people, and for the most part i can, it's hard when a majority of them are family, that makes it tough... but i really am trying!