I've had much better days than the last two. I'm glad that you asked though. Part of me wants to go out and get wasted and part of me says stay home and be good. I've chosen the latter and will try to be good for me and mine. It's just experience that keeps me headed in the right direction anymore. God knows that I don't need any more problems in my life! Be good and have a safe weekend, Cindi. J.B.
Hey JB, How r u doing today? I just got home from work, and on the ride home I always have time to think, My mind takes me to these place and questions. Do you remember the post where Tom declared how much he loved drugs and I responded by saying that you guys think my thoughts? well, again you have done it....You have posed a question that I have asked myself over and over again...Not only do we relate to other addicts the best, do we all think alike? It seems so...at least we all have the same questions, you guys are just much better at putting your words into writing and you have more courage to ask the questions...sometimes I'm not sure if I really want the answer but I'd love to hear what spook has to say also....Love to all Cindi
I remember a quote that I heard long ago and I don't know who said it. "Life is just a dream about a dream" or something to that effect. I just wanted to say that I have been through withdrawals from opiates several times. The hardest part of the whole experience for me has been that the only people that I can relate to are fellow addicts. And we seem to be in constant search of the "buzz". No matter how good our intentions are of staying clean and how much we work the program, it all breaks down at some point. I lost a sponsor due to relapse and ended up joining him "out there". What to do, what to do? Are we doomed? Is life really a dream about a dream? How do you maintain your sanity, Spook? J.B.
Thank you... that was one of the best descriptions of opiate withdrawl and all it's related effects, complete with expected time frames, that I have ever read... very concise and with the strong chord of encouragement to reassure the worthiness of such a difficult undertaking !! Thank you very much, Luke. Love, Brighty
Yeah, just what spook said, yeah, that's what I meant....Love to all cindi
Immediate symptoms of withdrawal: restlessness, drug craving, sweating, extreme anxiety, depression, irritability, dysphoria, fever, chills, violent retching and vomiting, increased respiratory rate (panting), cramping, insomnia, explosive diarrhea, and intense aches and pains....all not considered to be lifethreatening.
Magnitude of acute withdrawal symptoms depends on: dose of opioid, frequency of previous drug administration, and duration of drug dependence.
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Protracted abstinence syndrome: begins when acute phase of opioid withdrawal ends and persists up to 6 mnths: depression(Will be unique for every person,some angry ,some sad,etc,etc), abnormal responses to stressful situations(increased needs,emotional,etc), drug hunger, decreased self-esteem(feel unpopular), anxiety, and other psychological disturbances.
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Recurrence or expression and "amplification" of underlying personality problems that drug use may have masked should be expected, diagnosed, and treated appropriately.
Believe me you will feel much better `soon`,you are sick of suffering,keep a calender as your sense of times slows,a week feels like a year,give it 3 to 6 months and you will thank god for your precious life back.
Regards Luke