Hi....well the taper continues.....6 pills and your done...the real key here is not to let fear into the equation it will be what it will be im a firm believer in Devin intervention ...I have been on this forum since sept of 09 and those that believe in God and pray wile in withdrawal have a ezer time doing this Jesus cam to set the captives free and there is not to much more captivating the active addiction....I have found prying for the strength to go threw it rather then for God to take it away worked best for me I could have never gotten off a 7yr run on 150mg of methadone without him I had a grueling taper that lasted 8 1/2 month of going in and out of withdrawal then when I was finly done I was dope sick for 90 days I literally thought it was going to kill me...I never lost faith and cryed at worship service at church for 6 months over Gods abundant Grace delivering me today I do everything I can to stay clean I hit 3 to 4 N/A meetings a week I speak at the local rehab twice a month and have a amazing life in recovery...N/A step 1....I am powerless over my addiction and my life has become unmanageable...step 2 I came to believe that a power greater then myself could return me to sanity....step 3 I turned my will and my life over to God as I understood him.....the first 3 steps are the guts of this progam if your a Christian this progam will help you apply Gods will and power in your life....Google a N/A meeting in your area keep posting for support we will walk you threw this hell your life has become.....May Gods abundant Grace rain on you
if you get a chance click on my nic/name it will bring you to my home page scroll down the center of the page to my journals and read ''where is God in all this''.................Gnarly
You don't have to apologize to anybody for continuing with your taper. This is your journey. The most important thing you can do right now is to stay strong and positive. Keep your brain distracted with the kiddos, your exercise, your job and whatever else is going on in your world. You will find that if you can take 20 min to jump in a hot, Epsom salt bath it will help you with your back pain and whatever minor aches may come your way (also good to get a minute's peace). Stay strong.
HI just touching base with you how many pills left???
You are doing great....keep up the positive attitude!
Hi there! What you're doing is awesome. I have been in your shoes. I was on a drug for years that has to be tapered. Tapering is the hardest thing for me to do. I tried for what seems like a thousand times, only to go back to the drug. Today I am 30+ days clean. Talk about empowering! I never thought I'd get here. I have moments, but they pass. They all start with an emotion. The key for me is to feel that emotion for what it is and not let my addicted mind convince me to avoid what I'm feeling. I pray a lot for strength and I know that without God's help, I'd still be stuck. Meetings help a lot too. I'm happy for you! It'll get better. Even if you have to do an hour at a time.
Hey Girl how goes it ???? how many pills you got left??? keep us up to date where here for you...................Gnarly..........................
We are ALL so proud of YOU!
Trying to taper with the pills in your hand is a Big Plus as you continue to do this right. Give yourself a Big Pat on the back.
Don't forget all the things I told you to pick up in your older post. These will help build your immune system up even better. Adding these to water is why they are good too..Drink tons of water..Other wise, the rest was said above.
Have a Merry Christmas