Dutchess,
I replied to your post ( the one you posted back to me in the thread I started by asking you about RLS )but I forgot to add something. THE CHILD YOU LOST WOULD BE SO PROUD OF YOU!!! AS A MOTHER, WOMAN, AND DOCTOR, YOU HAVE CHANGED SO MANY PEOPLES LIVES ON THIS FORUM ALONE. I can't speak for anyone else, except that I've read posts on how much people say you've helped them. Your daughter ( I am so sorry if I read your post incorrectly and it was a son you lost, but I think you said daughter) is so proud, wherever she is ( I, personally, believe in Heaven but don't know if you or others do and hate it when people cram religion down your throat, but just giving my opinion. I hope I can accomplish the things in my life ( obviously not being a doctor, but a counselor) that you have just on this forum...patience, dedication, honesty, pride in who you are, loyalty, etc. I hope that one day, my son will look up at me ( as I KNOW your daughter does from heaven or wherever she is), smile, be proud, and say "That's my MOM!!!" I have never experienced a death yet of someone close to me, but Dutchess: MAN, ARE YOU A TROOPER!!! Thank you again for all you've done!! You've made me want even more to be there to help people the best I can!!