I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy and trust me I have some bad peeps that I dislike. But I know LOL you have to laugh about something, right?
Just kidding but you could have made some extra money instead of flushing them.
I just flushed mine with my hubby. I'm crying cause I'm happy but scared. I'll be up. I live in AK so 4 hours behind EST. I'll send you a pm with my yahoo and msn so we can chat. We can do this.
Awesome! Guess what? I'm officially done as well! (FLushed mine earlier when I was taking a shower, after dinner) I had a total of a half of a pill today- 1/4 this morning, 1/4 earlier in the evening, and now I'm finished.. now the withdrawals shouldn't be nearly as severe as quitting cold turkey, not giving your body time to adjust to the reduced dose.. :D
So, If I'm up all night and need to vent, I'll get on! lol.. the withdrawals definitely won't kill ya, but will indeed make you stronger! (Although I'd much rather go through child birth instead.. hehe) so, check out my latest journal- do pretty much as it says there.. I went and bought the vitamins today- hehe.. already took them, and MAN is my body tired! :D
Keep me posted girl! We'll share experiences since we've stopped at the same time, k? I'll ttys!
Alli
I just took my last tram. I'm done. I went from hydro's to trams and came clean to my doc and hubby just last week. I'd been tapering myself down. So I'm scared but ready. I just started feeling w/d's and was aloud one more for today and I took it so I could get dinner done and stuff with the kids. My hubby is being very supportive after the shock of finding out I'd been lying to him for over a year. I know I can do this. It's just goiing to be a hard for the next cple weeks. Please send me you strength and prayers. Thanks again for all your support.
Yea, it's about time that time for me.. I'm done.. Called my pain specialist today, told them I no longer need their services.. :D.. the nurse said, "Huh?? That's the first!" LOL
Anyway, that was like when I first found out that I was pregnant, for each one of my kids- I stopped smoking, cold turkey.. It didn't bother me, either.. but I sure started back up when each one was around 2-3 months old.. stupid me.. :D
Upon learning your pregnant it really complicates tapering. I believe Ultam is a category C preg drug? Regardless, with all the misinformation the medical community has Re:this drug I was not comfortable taking it at all. I went from 10-12/day to say 3 for maybe 2 days 2,1,1/2 zero probably all with in a week.It was HELL.I have read about seizure risk associated with tram esp when taken in high doses I would not advise or advocate such an abrupt w/d,if for nothing else it is soo hard on both mind and body but I knew I had to do it for the baby.I kick my a** for starting agin after over 1 year clean, I breastfed which kept me honest awhile longer. I think it is probably because I didn't quit for me, I didn't quit because I wanted to I had to.Regardless I'm still taking them spinning my wheels currently.. To you angel I would say once you've been on a half for a while you'll have to bite the bullet. It won't be too bad 25mg isn't much but I remember it taking the edge off...A lot of it is mental and biochemical like we discussed. Good luck to ya.
How much did you taper down to and how much, how often? I was just wondering because I'm still tapering from 3 pills per day- I know not much but I was taking them for two years for pain management; Now I'm down to just a half of a pill a day, and I'm dreading the end- lol.. If it were rapid, I'd see some difficulty, but I'm only at a HALF- wonder if I'll being going through literal hell after I stop altogether? Avisg, what do ya think?
Hey there I just wanted to say thanks for the post. I found it very helpful. I had to stop tram when I found out I was preg.It was difficult as I was taking 10-12 a day and RAPIDLY tapered down.I knew they had properties similar to SSRI but my doctor had told me no, that it was like taking ibuprofen! It's crazy. Unfortunately I'm still dependent on those devil pills even after the hellish w/d I went through.I pray for God to give me the will and the want to everynight...Thanks
hum, how odd I didnt think she ever took tram,
guess i will have to ask her sometime
It was FLaddict.. here's the direct link to that thread----->>>
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/show/237329?post_id=post_2358768
I hope that shows up! lol
I'm going to go ahead and place it in my journal as well.. thanks girl! :D
hey sweety,
do you know who wrote it ?I was on break from here in July .....I would put this in your journal ,and I will as well. I would love to know who wrote it .
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