HELP. BACK ON OXY,S SINCE SEPT

[SANDIANZ]

I found this site in August and got clean of a nasty oxy habit.  No excuses, when I started working again in Sept., I got back on the roller coaster.  Not nearly as bad YET, but my body definately is needing them daily again or I can't function.  I know as an addict, a relapse is not uncommon, but I feel so lousy emotionally that I screwed up again.  If my daughter ever finds out this time.  she will never trust me again.  My husband will support any decision I make and not give them to me, if I ask him not to.  I am so scared to ask him.  Please send me encouragement

[laurel453]

of course you'll get back on track and counting clean days.. as scaredmom told u,. stay here and keep posting, :) it will help u , sure.

i remember u, btw.. tell your husband as you say and do not feel scared, it is the best for u and he is to help u, who better than him ?

be positive, sandiaz, ok ? and stay here

[scaredmom330]

everyone relaspses one time or another. so you made a mistake. pick yourself up and start again. take it one day at a time, be strong. you can do this. post and keep posting we are here for you.