Had a rough day

[Jamesccs]

I want to be clean and stay clean  more than life it's self but what if it's not enough is there still hope for me

[On2better]

I believe there is hope in recovery for all of us. Give yourself a break, you are here and being honest with yourself. That's a good start, friend. We're here to help. You can do this and you are worth it!

[msdelight]

Hi James and welcome back.  I read all your posts and I'm sorry you lost your 109 days.  So glad you are back on track and posting. I wonder what you might do differently this time to prevent a relapse. What were you taking, how much and what did you relapse on?

[petsrule]

yes...  I quit because I was cut off.  I wanted to quit but wouldn't have when I was forced to. I am mentally clearer but physically have no energy yet, but I would do it again.... Remember how time goes by when using..... it goes by not using.  S L O W E R but time passes.  I can almost guarantee that one day you had.  I got to the point  using that I was constantly miserable.... I mean miserable.  Couldn't get the happy place and was taking more, more and more to get here.  damn near comatose.   I wish I could explain it better, but if you decide to take this step, talk here.  It really helps.  I wish you the best.....

[Jamesccs]

Today has been a great day and i know it only gets better the 109 day I. Put together was the best days in 22 years I could only make it 3or4 day and the only reason I ask you to read my post is so you could get to know me and and a little about what I have been thro

[IBKleen]

Howdy Neighbor,

Listen, don't ever give up. There is always hope. If you write a little bit here about what you are going through we can respond instead of going through your posts. Keep it here and we will support you all the way. We can make suggestions and share are experiences with you. Keep posting and don't give up.

[Jamesccs]

You  know you have a lot of good things to say I don't know if you have read some of the post that I have posted i would like for to read them it's only a small part about past  if you want to read them and message me back

[CRSeaside]

The reason we are here supporting each other is that alone is harder than an army. MedHelp is an organized army here to fight with you. Post & we will fight too. Just like winning a battle in war, you must know the enemy's tricks. To know your own weakness and be prepared to defend your position.
If you are a reader, get a book about Napoleon.     Pamela