Happy Halloween - Open Forum

[groovygirl]

Happy Halloween everyone - Have a great day and night.

[Witchywoman]

Bodymechanic, yes there is a huge difference between the tablets and the liquid. The difference is in absorbability. I've tried both and noticed nothing at all with the tablets, whereas the liquid definately increased my alertness, sex drive and sense of well being. It is not a high, it is very sublte. It just feels like dust being cleaned off the metaphorical windows.  Selegine liquid is the way to go. It is also far less expensive in the long run, as a little goes a long way.  The tablets are better than not taking it at all though. let me know what you think of them when you try them.  I'd be curious if it is helpful to people going through withdrawal. My theory is that it would help wds be over faster, as it helps restore dopamine production. The L-Tyrosine gives your body the amino acids that are the raw materials for dopamine production, but the deprenyl actually pushes the brain to make more of it. The combination of L-Tyrosine with deprenyl would probably make wds a lot easier.

Taeme, I hope by now you've realized that this is the wrong site to ask for assistance on how to find and use online pharmacies.  I'm not trying to condem you, but we are here trying to get off of drug, not trying to find easier ways to get them. There are many sites on the internet that can help you find what you are looking for.  I'm for one am blessed that I didn't know about online pharmacies when I was using. Lord only knows how much money I would have spent had I known about them when I was trying to get as much hydro into me as I possibly could.

I do believe there is likely a legitimate use for online pharmacies, for people who have no other way to get pain relief.
But we are here trying to get away from drugs not to help each other figure out ways to get them. Please don't take offence, I'm just trying to redirect you to one of the zillions of other sites out there that can help you in your search. If you use your search engine you'll find many sites that can answer this question for you.

love,
WW

[littleguy]

WW,

Best wishes for a happy and healthy new year!

There was a very good documentary on the history channel last night about pagans.  I didn't catch the whole thing, but I sure wish that I had.  I really liked the 'do what you will, but harm no one' philosophy.  Those are words that I could really strive to live my life by, but I think that it is much harder than it seems.  Take addiction for example - when I am in the middle of an extended run, one of the things that I end up convincing myself of is that I am not hurting anyone (other then myself of course) - and yet - it's not true.  Active addiction in my life touches so many other lives in a negative way.  I would do well to remember that!

As always, you remain an inspiration in my life.  And as usual, I wish that I had some words of wisdom to offer back to you, but I dont.  So, keep it real and fight the good fight...

Your friend,
littleguy

[Witchywoman]

Hi littleguy,
It's so good to hear from you, I've wondered how you've been.

Thanks for the well wishes. Being in a minority religion most don't realize what a major holiday it is for me. I'd have like to have seen that documentary. I wonder if is the one that was shown a few years ago. Was it filmed by the Canadian Women's film project? If so, it might be the one that showed a festival where I was at when they were filming it. My husband's first wedding might be on it (handfasted with the couple's raised arms tied with ribbons and the group danced around them as if they were a maypole). That festival was when I first saw my husband, though I didn't actually  meet him till 5 years later, after that first marriage of his was long over.  His first wife is one of my best friends so it all ended well.

Anywho....how are you? Catch us up on your life sometime if you'd like to. I miss you.

love
WW

[taeme]

Point taken.  I can see the road clearly I have been down this road as well a time or too.  I think I am deceiving my self that I will be able to control my intake(which by the way is not a normal dose) and I'm fooling myself that I won't get even more tolerant and therefore need more and more.  And I know that like the other drugs which I deceived myself with became a problem until I just about O.D'd, gave those up cold and found something new to fill its place.  Sound familiar to anyone.  I agree with you all, I'm not withdrawing right now, just freeking out where I'm going to find my next supply before the fun runs out.  I may be withdrawing cause what I have is only what I call a stablelizer.  Won't go through the anxiety and irritation of "if I could just get something to take the edge off".  Point well taken I appreciate your advice.  As you can see I'm on the fence about which way I what to go.  I'm scared about going to that place again, I just want it. You know.

[taeme]

Just wanted you to know that if I had a choice to be hooked on opiods or stims like coke.  I'd choose opiods for a few reasons first of all coke addition spirals very quickly, tolerance develops quickly.  I went from the first time to nearly killing myself in around 6 months.  I guess because I used to the point I couldn't snort anymore cause my nasal passages were so inflamed I found other roots to use. I would recommend you stay away from this, especially with depression, even if your not depressed  you will be. Coming down is a real bummer, and if you use for any  length or frequency this down lasts too long for me.  I got of cold, cause I knew if I didn't I was dead that was all there was to it. I may have lived for a while but I would have ended up doing stuff I didn't want to do. I would have done almost anything for it, althought I didn't venture onto this dark avenue I would have.  Its also illegal which made my prospects for the future very dark. If you can stop now before it gets out of hand.  If  your an addict, your an addict.  You won't be able to control yourself no matter how it starts or what you say.  I'm not judging you,cause I don't if I would listen either. For goodness sakes I'm still stuck in this opiate mess.  Just a word from someone who been down that path. But please continue to share I may be able to help.

[Witchywoman]

I want to correct the misconception that we can't post our emails here.

Cindy and Phil say that it is not a great idea to post them, but as far as I know, there is no rule saying that we can't.

In fact, if we get an email through yahoo or hotmail, that is not our personal, main isp, I personally see no risk or problem with doing that at all.

I write to many people from here. I give out my yahoo email address, have for years here, and never have had a problem with it.

My yahoo addy is ***@****

Cindy and Phil, if I am wrong, please correct me. But I hope folks aren't afraid to post emails, since without daily emails when i was going through wds, it would have been much harder to make it through.

love,
WW