Happy to say "day 4"

[4adifferentlife]

So much better today than yesterday, and truthfully better than last week. Felt so good to run a small errand earlier, and know I wasn't lying to anyone about where I was going... Physically, slept decent still no RLS, I'm a arm sleeper so those ache a bit, buy they did no matter how many I had taken. Stomach tolerable (not a big eater anyway), my fog seems to better, making myself do my chores, (didn't like those before, but I'm a neat freak) Actually caught myself in a good mood, rode a mile last night on my bike, with my child. So hard to get that time back, I wasted on my selflessness. And watched "Courageous", a must see! Great inspiration! And mist important I'm still praying.. Thank You, all who are encouraging me, messaging me God knows I need it!! GOD Bless, and HE does..

[4adifferentlife]

Debbie, you have been wonderful!! Yesterday was rough, Thank GOD, you found me!!

[atthebeach]

thats it. life on lifes terms. there will always be good days and bad days.  learning to live them clean is the goal. keep fighting the good fight.
keep moving forward. one fott in front of the other. each day will get better. you are breaking free. AWESOME!!
keep storming the gates of heaven. HE is able to do great and mighty things on your behalf.
hugs,peace,hope,prayers
debbie

[4adifferentlife]

Trust me to have a  true good mood has been so long, to feel something knowing I don't have to have a pill or pills.. I'm paying a small price, given a gift when so many especially in my area are overdosing daily, suicides.. So I'm plugging forward, knowing problem will arise but I can't solve or escape them in a pill. Posion!!

[Pat1956100]

You made me laugh with your comment "caught myself in a good mood".  That is wonderful. You should be happy and so proud of yourself.  Day 4 is fantastic and the worst of the physical part is probably over.  
You have the rest of your wonderful life ahead of you so don't look back.
Be Proud.