Hi New here

[Jessinda]

Good Morning,
So glad I have found this place. WOW, really never knew so many people are like me and trust me, I would not wish addiction on anyone, but am glad to know, I'm not the only one! My name is Jessinda, I'm 36 and have been an addict for three years on lorcet 10/650 and have been of it for 24 hours again!!!! I have tried many times to kick the habit with NO success what so ever! I come here in hopes to get support and help out when I can. I spent most of yesterday crying my eyes out and just being soooo depressed I thought, I want to die now!!!! I'm sure some of you here have felt that way. Of course, I'm still here and still alive. Well, I guess that's all for now. I look forward to hearing from you and getting input on how to stay clean if it's possible??? Is it???? Jessinda Thanks for reading

[peaz]

Hey Girl!! Is this Day 6???    That is AWESOME!!  WHOO HOO!! Keep up the good work!! Are you taking lots of baths and managing to sleep? Pamper yourself,  try to drink lots of liquids and buy the best toilet paper there is!! LOL  If you can squeeze a little walk or activity in be/ the Slug  Fest Time, I think it will help you to feel human faster....:-)  Just go easy and keep smilin'......
    In your post above you mentioned that you had mixed up a few of us, and indeed you did, Doll..... I have 16 months clean so I am not about to let you only give me credit for a week!!! LOL  I'm just giving you some ****....I can't keep everyone straight, either.  I have posted to a certain poster for weeks, thinking he's a "he" when in actuality, he turns out to be a "she".....As if detoxing isn't bewildering ENOUGH!!! LOL
     Just wanted to say "hey" and let you know I'm around if you want to talk. Keep up the good work..Love, Peazy

[no!more!]

hey kids are going to bed i have time to sit and write for a bit i am just outside of Jasper acually so yah you are right next door i cant wait to be where you are right now (drug free so long) i have decided to take 15 for a while i dont seem to get so sick   you know i dont even drink alcohol i never even took a asprin until i hurt my back i really am affraid of drugs and i guess i had good reason to be hey lol i just have never felt so damn stupid and low my mother was a alcoholic which is probably why i am so affraid of anything you can get addicted to well look at me now hey i just thought it was ok because my doctor said so what a load of **** but i guess i am still a adult and deep down i knew it wasnt so much the pain no more it was the buzz and all of a sudden i couldnt do anything without them (pills) they make you full of energy and numb all the stress sorry to babble on and on its just the first time i feel safe to say it thanks for listening your nieghbor Jodie

[no!more!]

hey its me again and i am very sick tonight now i am really worrying if i already hurt my liver i feel like i have a really bad fever and i am really shakky is this a withdrawl i just didnt think i would get so sick so soon especially when i am still taking 16 pills a day thanks Jodie

[peaz]

Good Morning!  I may not have specified yesterday that the meetings I go to are AA and not NA, but they are run the same....I'm in a rural area, and  when I was looking to join, the NA "chapter" had just gone klapooie  (???!!) and so I did the next best thing, I have really gotten to like my home group.  So I would recommend trying meeting after meeting, group after group until you find one you identify w/ and/or find people you like.  The people in mine are all a lot older than I (I feel so YOUNG!!) but we get along great.  Good luck, and take your time.  Good to hear from you.  I think percs is a nut--you sound okay to me???  LOL  Love, Peaz

[oxic]

Hey Dollie!!

You kind of sound down in your post; so if that is the case, here is a great big hug........and if not, here it is anyway!!

How ARE YOU Lis???

[lisabet]

Hi Peazy - thanks for the informative points about the NA meetings. I talked with hippee about a week ago about feeling like I maybe needed the support of a NA group; still haven't gotten the "gumption" up to actually do it, but I'm thinking of it, and appreciate the comments.  Hope you're doing well, yourself....Love ya, Peaz, Lisabet