Dear Frau. Welcome to this wonderful community. You have a very complicated situation there. Wow, you have your hands full with work, children, husband, and this addiction! I can only say I'm praying for you and take this one day at a time. I promise you that you will get your mind and body back if you don't use anymore. You have to want this bad for yourself, your sweet innocent children, and your husband! I hope he will support you because it sure helps as you will find out. Just know people here care and will be along to help. I just went thru the physical withdrawals and had to dig deep, I'm talking real deep, to make it thru cause your body just wants relief. I kept a picture of my daughter that died right next to me in bed, the bathroom, my truck, my phone and that helped me in just realizing how short this life can be. Girl, you can do this! God has blessed you with a job, a husband, and beautiful kids!! He has a plan for you. Just do not use. One day at a time! Don't give up, you are loved and God has watched over you to this day. Pray, for he will not forsake you. Now is your time to take back your life, you have another blessing growing inside you! Maybe that's Gods way of telling you...time to stop? Best wishes, good luck, and prayers your way. Just hang in there! Others more qualified will be along for support and advice! Keep posting!
Hi Jamie, I hope you were able to read my response to your post on my post. It came out almost unreadable because of my ipad, I just want you to know you are not alone, I am feeling the same as you. I hope we can get through this.
You will, keep up the good attitude! Just weather the storm, your only sea sick till you firmly plant back on solid ground! Just know this too shall pass! Grab your life back, it's yours and you are here on earth for a reason as is each of us! Keep posting for support! Take care
Hi, we say this to every addicted pregnant woman that comes on here: tell your obgyn ASAP. Be honest or you could have a real problem, CPS involvement. You have been addicted for a long time and need help. Please get into aftercare asap. Go to NA or AA meetings. They've heard it all. You've been spinning too long and don't have to live like this. Do NOT alter your intake of opiates before you see your doctor. Anything you do, your baby feels. Very dangerous. Good luck.