angst:
so you think it's winter wonderland??!! it's going to be in the
mid 90's with god knows how high a humidity! the corn, beans,
hogs, and black angus country gets summer and winter... with 1
week of spring and fall in between.
so 36 is older? when your 51 it looks young to me! this c-store,
is it 24 hourm type place? i hope not! when some jitter-bug crack
or methadrine head with a hand-gun comes in...well i trust your
common sense...just give them all the money and a sweet smile and
plan on looking for a new job! you are needed here...so be care-
full!!
yeah this whole radioboy thing...i remember someone like him from
my early needle days...always hanging on and trying to be like
the "older guys." common sense dictates that a few people like
that, and you'll wind up with their blood on your hands...some-
thing i never wanted then and even less now...i remember getting
in a terriable argument with this kid who was convinced he could
IV codiene sulfate...(just because you can doesn't mean you want to)
ah well... just so long as "back then" stays back then! i still
believe the whole concept of "cyber suicide" is somewhat intrest-
ing, but not very well suited to this forum! i'll make a deal
with you and anyone else...i won't do it if you won't...come to
think about, i won't do it, and you beter not either...OK?
just remember, your needed here...and keep an angel on your
shoulder!
kip
i hope this is a good day for you. with all the negative energy
around here lately, i've laid low. i have a job at a convience
store. it is not so bad. i think she is going to pay what i asked to be paid. she told me she'd rather hire women my age {36} versus the younger women. she said we know more about keeping a place clean and do our job. she will call Monday, and i will know how to soon to start to work. she needs employees.
hopefully, i will be working by Tuesday.
how goes it in winter land. it is in the upper 90's with 100%
humidity here. i sure love the pool this time of the year. we are directly on the gulf with that salt water breeze. had a strange event with my kid, and i'll write you later about it.
i have an associates degree with 35 more hours of college study.
my education may be wasted somewhat for now, but it will give me
time to use my creative side. things will get better, you know
that. Good luck and Blessings, Angst
look under "van lingles" question about Anesthesia and Oxy problems, someone posted the recipe in that thread.
Hi everyone. I am a newbie to posting here. I have visited the site on a few occasions. I am currently taking pain meds for a very bad back. I am interested in finding out where I can get information on the "Thomas Recipe". I have tried a popular search engine with no success. Any info on this would be appreciated. I will post more, and I hope everyone takes care.
thats very kind of you. I wanted to first off apologize to everyone for being absent days at a time. especially right now with 9 days clean from a 10-12 a day 7.5 and 10.0 milligram hydros I often am so distraught and/or depressed that i can't deal with anything or anyone. You are all on my mind and in my heart. Hippy i hope you are doing well. I will keep on movin along. Tell me how you are today. take care.
Ash
Thank you Tracy. I have been going through a week or so of hell as most of us know here. I 've got 8 or 9 days. I really really want to get some more pills. It is such a back and forth fight. I m sorry to hear about those migraines, i've heard nothing but bad things that that stuff causes. I m sure itll be fine though. I really appreciate your concern and believe me I think about you and everyone else on this forum and send my prayers that we all fight our fights and conquer. I still dont feel totally normal, hopefully after a month i will. i still have those meds fresh in my mind, even dreaming of them, thats scary. Anyhow love to hear from you as soon as you can take care for the time being and thanks again.
Ashley (Im a guy with a girls name!)