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177036 tn?1192286635

I cut and paste and nobody bothers me... mostly I cut and paste DutchessGolden's stuff.

Any takers.  heehee, I just couldn't resist!  
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Just about everyone cuts and pastes things here. I am just the one who has to specify when I do cut and paste something which is beyond rediculous. Anything anyone wants to know can be found in any library, any search engine and will give you thousands of results that say the same thing. This is the whle idea of having doctors, lawyers, teachers etc. There would be no need for college or professionals if we all had time to self teach ourselves every detail of what we learn in college. The benefit is that I don't have to go digging thorugh websites and books to answer people's questions. And even if I did, the answers would still not be accurate b/c we are talking about years and years of education, research, and practice put together simply in one post in a matter of minutes.

The issue is not that these people necessarily think I'm a fraud. These are the types of things I have seen my entire life (and thank GOD for Emily b/c she knows exactly how it is growing up like this) Certain types of people can accept someone with an IQ through the roof and attending college at 12 years old, what they don't want to see is that this person is also has good looks. And they especially don't want to see that this person comes from a wealthy family, and is thin without dieting or "watching what I eat." And you better be ready for war when the see this person saved her virginity for marriage. For some people this is outside the realm of the box they grew up in and will never get out of. People who never got any closer to beverly hills than the television (don't misunderstand when I say that b/c I'm not referring to everyone who hasn't been). These are the things I'm talking about, it's INSANE! for me to have to preface every post or put notes in every post b/c some are looking to find anything they can jump on. I was barely 15 when I started taking college classes, my second year (if I remember correctly) there was a 12 year old starting college. There was a ten year old several years after that who finished a degree and was almost done with his masters. It's great, but there are people that cannot fathom that the person on the other end of the comp. is one of those people. "the whole package" I guess you could say.

There is no end to the things I have not talked about here that are personal b/c I know what will happen. Personal things that are hurtful to me, but if I were to say anything these miserable bitter people would start right up again.. I mean they are still having a tantrum over Louis V . which was a conversation I was having w/ RBC3 about mother's day for God's sake! We exchanged words and b/c we started talking about something we had in common people are still flipping out.I mentioned to CATUF when he was sending me harrassing e-mails Jenna Jameson is one good example, a pretty good friend of mine, spends an insane amount of time on the net, she gets the same BS that I do. It doesn't matter what I do. People keep asking me for my credentials so I answer them. The next thing you know people are asking why I'm always throwing my credentials out there. People ask for my personal story, I give it then get bashed b/c I'm "bragging" about going to private shools when all I said was that the private schools have more drugs than the public schools in the area as part of the story I was ASKED to tell. Someone asks for info. and I give it, then tells me im busted b/c they founf the same info. at this ONE website among thousands of others that say the same damn thing. Is angel47 old enough to be on here? If medhelp doesn't check it out then I'll report to the authorities to check the IP addy and address connected to it and if shes underage then she agreed to terms and conditions, and she's the fraud- the illegal. Should have been smarter like myself and not use an IP addy actually connected to any personal info. See this is one of the issues I have had a problem with throughout life that I have worked very hard on and come very far-pride. I am loving and caring and faithful to the end but when someone crosses the line they have to be put in their place. I have come a long way with this b/c it is something very ugly inside of me that I don't want to be a part of me. I grew up with elitists- the worst kind of elitists (this is one thing I never mentioned here b/c the **** is gonna hit the fan all over again when someone else reads this post) English, one of the worst types of elitists. road2recovery knows the story but my grandmother is a diret descendant of Queen Victoria. I don't even want to say anymore on the topic, i'll talk to you about it in e-mail, I am now getting down to hours since my baby died 3 years ago-the time of year I abuse my meds and I don't need the **** that's going to be posted here in a few hours.


So anyhow, what it's really about is I offer to meet up with these people here on the forum whenever I am out of town to go have coffee or something and I'm still being called a liar which just goes to show that it's not about thinking I am lying, it's about their misery, bitterness, jealousy, and their need to try and bring someone down to their level. Well I'm not even capable of being at that level b/c I couldn't be that much of a lowlife no matter how hard I tried. And no I'm not apologizing for the name calling b/c in this case it's not name calling it is just the truth about what is inside of these people's hearts and souls. And btw I will be in San Diego again this weekend so if anyone wants to meet up for coffee, take a look at my credentials, lol whatever, I glad to meet with people in this forum in person.

I never meant for this post to be so long. I just thought I would come home to grab a couple things. I spend a lot of time at a condo we have here on the lake just to be alone, I need to be alone at times and I definitely need to be alone during this time of year alot. I would normally go out to the condo., sit out back on the lake and chain smoke and basically put a straw in my tussionex bottle and take vicoprofen, pure liquid codeine( have a straw for that too), and xanax, and just cry and sleep. No TV, I never take my comp. with me out there. It's just in my nature that I have a need to be alone more than most. I have not abused my meds this year so far. And I have a whole lot of them cause I'm sick. I have just been sitting on the lake chainsmoking and crying.It can be terribly difficult to be with my daughter this time of year sometimes b/c the baby I lost was her twin. I held her as she convulsed, spit up blood, and died in my arms. That was when I was put on xanax, and that was when I abused my meds. And every year since then has been the same.I'mm stop rambling now, this post is worse than all the others, I'm sorry. I'll check bak in tomorrow, I'm spending the night at the condo again tonight.

xoxo- D.
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52704 tn?1387020797
I did not send you any harrassing e-mails.  

Rather, I plainly told you what I thought and why I thought it.  I asked you why you engaged in such conduct and I encouraged you to stop it.  

I did all of that in private, because I thought it had no place on this forum.  However, if you wish, I'll post copies of the e-mails, but only if you wish.
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The reason that I exposed you as a fraud is personal. My wife came to this forum 6 weeks ago with a nasty oxy habit. She met some nice people here and resolved herself to quit. She quit for 7 days and on day 8 I found her new supply of oxys. Her reason for going back? A doctor on this board wrote that stopping cold turkey could compromise her health. I came on here to investigate this DOCTOR. It was you Dutchess and you directly hurt my family. I noticed many things regarding your writings, I won't get into that. There are many educated, intelligent people on this board that do not brag about credentials or monetary status. I feel sorry for the pain you are going through and hope you will recover.

Thank you to the members that did help my wife.
Beachtowel
Marce
Catuff
Lizzie Lou
She is now 2 weeks clean because of the above listed.

I will not post again and feel that my mission has been accomplished.


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