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8442947 tn?1398147162

I must have been on some crazy mission

Well, after 9 days of tapering I have been clean 1 day. I must have been crazy to have ever picked up that first stupid pill! Already broken down emotionally twice, shaking,  mind racing.  It's so mich easier tp pick the phone to contact my dealer than anyone else! It's so easy to be angry instead of actually trying to accept thw emotions trying to come through. It's so damn easy to listen to **** it than you're worth it! Damn this disease and all of its ********!
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3197167 tn?1348968606
Well you ARE worth it.....and a HUGE CONGRATS on DAY 1

Keep your mind busy with other things and keep going to those meetings....you're doing great.....DAY 1 of FREEDOM~
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7808984 tn?1406680965
with our powers combined  n e thing is possible.......  :)
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