Well, after 9 days of tapering I have been clean 1 day. I must have been crazy to have ever picked up that first stupid pill! Already broken down emotionally twice, shaking, mind racing. It's so mich easier tp pick the phone to contact my dealer than anyone else! It's so easy to be angry instead of actually trying to accept thw emotions trying to come through. It's so damn easy to listen to **** it than you're worth it! Damn this disease and all of its ********!