ITS A SURPRISE 2 ME

[mercedeze]

I don't have a question just wanted too let everyone know I will be one hundred days clean tomo. I of never would have thought in a million years I could have done this. Everyone that feels like giving up stick in there you will get through it. If anyone needs any support or has any questions feel free to message me. And thanks everyone here you all were a huge help

[mercedeze]

No am nt using aftercare

[Bad_Obsession]

Woot woot!  100 days is huge!  Congratulations!  Are you using aftercare?

[stilltrying1965]

Hey 100 days is AWESOME girl.Keep up the good work as it really does sound like it pays off. I had 200 plus days then thought 1 bag of heroin would be ok. BIG MISTAKE but im now over 6 weeks clean. So mercedez start as you mean to end girl CLEAN we are very proud of your sucsess Good luck on the rest of your journey ,,,,,,James

[pharma9]

Wow...good for you...You are so different than when you first posted...so positive and encouraging.
I remember your early posts and you have come a long way.
Keep it up and keep in touch.

[mercedeze]

It sounds to me your doin great just keep going strong. I remember at twenty days I was a emotional wreck still. I wanted to cave the mental part was eating me up. I just kept pushing myself went to a few meetings. And as time progressed my energy came back I can't remember the exact day maybe around after forty days or so and it felt so good too have natural energy and not energy from a pill. I would always read on here and be like yeah right this will never get better . It does

[Htownnofrown]

Congrats on your sobriety! Its always cool to see success stories. So many times we hear "relapse is part of recovery" but it so does not have to be. Good luck the rest of the way!

[LeaAnn807]

Whooohooo!!  Way to go!

[kopkasunset]

Congratulations mercedeze!! Give yourself a big hug & pat on the back from me. I am so very proud and happy for you. Stick with it, you're doing great.

Believe in yourself and anything is possible!

KopkaSunset

[Jebs317]

100 days!!!  Congratulations.....that is so amazing!  I would love to hear how you kept going.  I am on day 20 and I feel really good.  I have put an end to all of my ways of getting any more pills....doctors, pharmacy, best friend, boyfriend.....all gone.  I had to do it that way because I don't have great will power when it comes to this.  I feel so relieved that there is just no way to get any.  I like that my emotions are coming back and that I am so much more relaxed....no more guilt helps too.
Today I just feel kind of out of it....no motivation.....work dragged on minute by minute and I couldn't wait to get home.
I am going to see a therapist on Friday and then an evaluation on Tuesday....kind of nervous about these....not sure what to expect.
I would love to hear about your success.......what did you do to get energy.
I would also love to hear how fantastic you feel!!!!
Way to go!
Kristen