Hi yes are u 10yrs clean? wow yes the brain keeps wanting to play that tape back over and over Right? I just take it min by min and try to redirect myself from out-of-myself. If it gets real bad for me I call a clean friend or jump in my truck and go to any meeting...Or even let the bible fall open and I get a mesage. That is what happen to day....
Thanks for the inspiring post.
vickie
Hey ks I see u r floating around today a bit...
Welcome to the forum! And thank you for sharing your experience, strength and hope with all of us.
Could you clarify something for me? Did you say you are 10 YEARS clean & yet your struggle is still day to day and you want a pain pill EVERYDAY?
Great post and powerful reminder of the hell cell these pills confine us in. Many high fives for digging your way out. At some point our conscious kicks in and will no longer let us enjoy the daily pill use. Not a matter of if but when.
Addiction has no boundaries.. Many have a "grand life" and succumb to the pitfalls of addiction..Congratualtions on your clean time.
Feels good to no longer be romancing the devil~
Hey ! Great story very helpful and glad you are free from this.
You said you still want a pill every day but do you still want a pill ALL DAY everyday ? or is it more like just a fleeting thought that passes when you ignore it? One of the things I do in my recovery is I run 3-5 miles every day.It really helps to boost the natural endorphin levels and reduce the want for artificial endorphin,i.e. opiates. I think it's important but for us former opiate addicts I think it's even more important to boost endorphin.
Great job on getting your life back !! :)