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I'm done!!!

I'm so sorry to my family and friends but I can't take this anymore I'm going to just end this because I can't keep going like this .with draw is to much and staying ****** up is not where I want to be and things are out of control..
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4610518 tn?1361075748
Been wondering how you are.... Hope your still around...
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4628837 tn?1364557915
Hope your still with us. xoxo
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4628837 tn?1364557915
Im pray you are in detox or just cant get on cause your miserable. We've all been thru this horrific pain, a few times even, this is new to you, as the first time for me I thought I was already in hell. Hopefully your still with us and once you can get back on here you will let us know. xoxo
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2107198 tn?1336136106
What a scary thread.  I hope you are ok 15, you can get to the other side of this brother.

Bryan
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495284 tn?1333894042
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Hopefully he is okay~
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4610518 tn?1361075748
This is a bit scary, I come on here everyday since this post was made to see if there has been a responce. I sure hope you didnt decide to take the alternative route. the pain is awful but its not as pain as the pain you may leave your family in. praying for you!
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4522800 tn?1470325834
GOD BLESS YOU  Were are you this is the third time I am searching for you WE ALL care.
vvicidaho
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4407520 tn?1363011865
so sorry read so many replies thought was a guy, sorry 15 i hope you r ok!!!
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4407520 tn?1363011865
has anyone heard from 15mg, i hate seeing what this stuff does to ppl, ending it will hurt your family and friends alot more than being honest and getting help, please think of your family, im sure theyd rather help you than live without you, everyone please pray for 15 to get through this, and is their anyway to check on him?
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If you kill yourself you will never be able to experience the great feelings of life again. And for some people, myself included, those great feelings included (hell, who am I kidding, they consisted primarily of) getting high. As bad as it sounds, that was really the only reason I never tried to kill myself during my tenure with heroin. I dont know, you will do what you will do, just remember you cant uncommit suicide. The withdrawals will be over in a week or so. You can go thru hell for that long.
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4522800 tn?1470325834
Were are you? You got alot of new friend on this site. You have support here I will Pray for you too!
vvicidaho
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4628837 tn?1364557915
Gosh , were are you???? Please be ok, please.
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3688816 tn?1358475297
I have been thinking about u since I read this post please cone back and say something PLEASE!!!!!
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4204073 tn?1361831476
We have all been where you are at right now.   Like someone once told me, checking out is the easy way out, but hardest on everyone else.   When I heard that I realized it was a pretty selfish act to inflict that kind of pain on those I loved the most.   And having suffered through others doing such a thing, I could imagine how that would hurt my family and friends too.  Even though it seems like they wouldn't miss you, they would be better off without you, etc...those are all lies your depressed brain is telling you!   Whatever you have going on, it is very disturbing to me that you made this post and then disappeared.   I am hoping you made the right choice.  
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Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  I also thought of that after a lifetime of substance abuse, chemotherapy, and divorce. Maybe the only reason that didnt was the effect that my son did have on me. Unrequited love. Couldnt do that to him! And of course the promise of a new day ahead that may have blue sky with sun and perfect temps. But there arent many things that are perfect. So here I sit in Indiana with the thermometer at 9 degress........go figure.. And life is good today. So much better than relying on pills. Life can also be good again for you...............best of luck. Drop me a line if you feel like it.
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Don't give up man! I promise you I'm feeling the same way man it ***** soooo bad I'm on day 5 and it's getting better trust me man go to your local doctor and be COMPLETLY honest about everything they will help you just let them!
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4628837 tn?1364557915
Im praying and hoping your in detox and not what you said you were going to do, GODSPEED xoxo
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470217 tn?1360565361
I was so hoping to see an update. I keep thinking about you and hoping you're making a good choice. Like another said, whatever you had to do as far as quitting now or not, we just want to know you're alive.

Hoping you'll check in soon,we care!  Zoey
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I am praying so hard for you right now. I know you don't know me. Im praying for God to hold you really tight. I know how you feel. I know the dark place you are in. Please let us know if you are OK. We are here for you. You can recover from this. I know you cant see that now. All you have to do is take a small step and post to let us know you are ok and we will carry you thru this. We will circle the wagons....we are waiting. (((((hugs)))))
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1235186 tn?1656987798
THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE...... AS LONG AS THERE IS BREATH....
KEEP THE FAITH...........
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4629338 tn?1357363185
Hey bud im praying for u. Put that gun away u c dan beat this n fix this u cant fix  dead!!! Holler back these ppl are great we'll b here to talk if u need
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3955352 tn?1349096897
Yes please post ! I want to help also you are not alone...hang in there hun. This site saved me so give it a chance please
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1801781 tn?1461629469
Hon this is the real deal.  There are 30 or more people waiting to help  and support you.  We are not just words on a screen..we are people who have walked the walk and will do whatever it takes to support.  Please come back so we can do just that.
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dnt do it man god loves u and hes gna take u when its ur time not when u want u have a family be strong im on my second day of detox im hateing life i cant sleep my lrgs are real restless i was ready to go to the er to get more pills but my wife said i can do u dnt need the pills she told me im a way better perso when im not on pills so im gna try and stay strong and bye the WAY-ITS MY B-DAY TODAY DAMN THE BIG 41 GOD BLESS U 15MG IM PRAYING 4 U
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