After two years of taking hydrocodone and tramadol daily for knee replacements and a back fusion (I was an athlete), I am drug-free almost 30 days now. Though I do not feel the physical withdrawal symptons like I did the first 2 weeks, I am experiencing insomnia/sleeping disorders. My doctor prescribed Ambien at first, which gave me a couple of hours of sleep. Then she prescribed Clonidine because I couldn't shut my mind off. Both of these together still only give me around 4 hours of sleep, if I'm lucky. I worry now that I will become addicted to these medications as well (more stress). I've also trying the natural way (melatonin, 5-HPT, velarian root, chamomile tea), but to no avail. When you are desperate for sleep you will try almost anything. I've also thought that getting back on hydrocodone would be better than no sleep (poor judgement due to lack of sleep), but I have been strong enough so far not to do this. Also, I'm not sure if the lack of sleep has caused depression or if depression has caused my lack of sleep? I've read in this forum that depression may be a side effect of withdrawals. Has anyone else experienced this, and if so, how long will it last? Being a bookkeeper and going to work on only a couple of hours of sleep makes for a very bad day. My husband and my child are also being neglected because of my being so tired which causes more stress. I don't feel like going anywhere or doing anything. Tomorrow's my birthday and I don't want to celebrate it in any way, shape or form. I would appreciate any feedback. Thank you.