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3131950 tn?1351774643

Just another opiate addict

well i made a post earlier,i went out had to do some things,my son went with me,i stopped at a house to get some percs. My stomache turned at the thought.so i just drove on by saying to myself screw this!!!
  so here i sit 1 week from a broken collar bone out of pain meds.I went thru 30 10's and 60 7.5's in 5 days.Not feeling to aweful bad tho.Restfull legs IS helping.It is hard tho because my Fiance has a scrip and so does her son,but they are out also thank god.
  I HATE THIS UGLINESS AND I AM ANGRY AT THIS ADDICTION. I want out so bad :(
    I will do this tho while i still have a soul left. I beat cocaine 8 or 9 years aggo maybe 10 i don't keep count i leave it behind me,so i know i can do this!!!! and other can to,i refuse to hit a bottom like i did way back when.Starting over making a life again is hard but builds character too.  
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All good stuff, huh?   .......   Until you look in the mirror.
3131950 tn?1351774643
I wish i could make my stepson look in the mirror,he goes thru 10 50/mcg patches and 120 perc 10's in 2 weeks
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