Wantobefree, I know you can make it. I'm not going to say I know how you feel because I have never lost a parent. What I can say is that while you will have some withdrawal, I know you can do it because you did before. You have the strength within. I have said it many times and I will say it again. Your going through the wd and working and going to school shows resolve and determination. We are all here for you. It breaks my heart thinking of what you must be going through. I wish there were something I could do to comfort you. I pray for you, and everyone here who is struggling right now, every day.
Many Hugs,
Minn
I planning takin less today and then stop tomorrow.... I have a 40 left for today.... Figure I I take less today it might help a little...
I used this morning as have some left today will be the. 5 th day... My head is just destroyed right. Ow with everything that's going on and want relief.... On prepared to battle through it again but today is the funeral and I can't handle it
You've got a plate full. right now everything i know. i always have plate fulls ...lol. can you taper or are you out??
Do you have any left to taper?? whenever i could force a taper id do better....
It won't be full blown. but you will def need immodium. two to three days....but nothing like the first time. its a mental issue now. if ya want more info...give me time to get to work. ill be around to pm ...its not near as hard to do this time.
Your just scared. we all are. the mental fear is so dog gone horrible. when's the last time you used?? i go into withdrawls in the same day.
Is it going to be full out wds? I got so much to do and cabt hack it right now but want to quit
Unfortunately you will have withdrawls. Im sorry to say....good thing is ya know the drill now.
Clean for a week then once then clean for 3 days then been 5 days of using about 100 mg
I relapsed last week too it's been 9 days and I'm trying to stop. I'm planning it for thursday I took two days off planning to detox this wk end I'm a wreck. So nice to see you Bama.
To your question I have done this a few times and the first c/t was the worst. It's the mental part that *****.
Is the fear of withdrawls standing between you and stopping??
I first want to say i am praying for you. even tho I've been busy. yiuve been on my mind alot. i am so so sorry and feel your pain.
So back to your question....about withdrawls. tell me the amounts . i take the same as you. oxy. lots and lots of oxy. i always withdrawls. always. even when i stArt and stop. but five days?? How much clean time between this and the last?? this will make the difference from a very very mild mostly mental to full blown. talk to me
I am by no means an expert...but im famous for starting and stopping over and over...if you do feel symptoms they should be mild...i think the worst part is still behind you...the hard part is psychological!! Good luck :)