Hi everyone, well my New Year's resolution was to stop taking these damn lortabs! I don't think it will happen and I'm so tired of feeling this way!!! I had my wisdom teeth pulled on Janurary 9, 2009 and was given 5/500 Vicodin for the pain. The very next morning, mouth all swollen and killing me I received a call from some lady I'd never met telling me I had lost my job of 16 years. My husband had lost his job the month before so my anxiety level went through the roof. I began abusing the pills. Of course I ran out but quickly found a way to get them. I'm up to between 3-6 10/500 Lortabs a day now. I have had an addiction problem in the past, mainly alcohol and cocaine when I was 18 yrs old (I am 39 now) but stopped using by the time I turned 20 but that was nothing compared to the way these pills have ahold of me!!
I've tried to go cold turkey, I've tried to taper, hasn't worked! I don't know what else to do!! About 3 weeks ago, I developed a pain on my right side that hasn't really went away. Sometimes I think it's my intestines hurting (I have a history of ulcers), sometimes it feels like it is my liver. I went online and read some pretty scary stuff about tylenol poisoning but the fear of withdrawal is more intense than DYING I guess!!! Has anyone else had stomach problems due to Lortabs? Isn't that usually just associated with aspirin?
This drug is the devil, I love it and hate it!! It makes everything in life so easy to deal with but I feel I'm going to pay a hefty price for this soon....... I'm contemplating going to a dr (even though I have no insurance) and just coming clean about my addiction but I feel so ashamed and feel I will be treated badly. I've heard there are drugs that can help (subboxine, subutex don't know if I'm spelling that right) but have also heard they themselves are addicting. Does anyone know if this is true? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Sorry to ramble on, hope everyone has a good new year. I sure hope 2010 brings better things for me, kinda fell like it's do or DIE!!!