MDMA AFTER opiate withdrawal

[bozu20023]

im at week 6 of my opiate withdrawal before i decided to quit i was only taking 2 10 mg lortabs a day not a high dose and not for very long i was only taking them off and on for about a year and a half i quit cold turkey the first time i ever experienced w/d im almost my normal self again i would say the anxiety is almost non existant the only thing lingering are some unwanted thoughts and just simply wanting to feel normal again last night i took some mdma i feel the same today no worse to better the roll was not bad nor good i was just rolling...but what im wondering is should i be fine if i dont feel worse today?? i just dont want it to set me back further then i was in my w/d im ready to feel normal again and not worry about so much throughout my day!

[bozu20023]

yeah sometimes mainly mushrooms dont really do much lsd

[bozu20023]

i dont even know where to get any opiates anymore ill just stick to spending time with my girlfriend and if i feel like im going to go get one or try to find some ill just go spend time with her or draw or paint or play my mandolin.

[VICourageous]

Hi Ok..But you still want to do the mushrooms and lsd once in awhile right..1 or 2 times a year????

[bozu20023]

i dont really spend much time by myself

[bozu20023]

really the only thing i do is smoke weed. i take shrooms or lsd maybe once or twice in a year i like to trip every once in a while i cant deal with all that brain scrablings. one or two brain scrablings a year are good for me. i understand fully that i was addicted. i watched myself the whole time just getting worse and worse untill i went through that first w/d. then i said no more. im the kind of person that doesnt drink because of one reason.. i hate the sickness and spinning you get that alone makes me not want to drink. i remember how things feel i know conciquiences very well. and i know what will happen if i keep taking those stupid pills.

[vicki595]

Based on what you say, I'm not sure you're craving but you're thinking about the end result of taking pills/drugs and you're obsessing a bit so there's something going on in your head that's questionable...Do you spend a lot of time alone and/or not busy?

I like that you threw out the pipe...I think having the friends over is great but "smoking" in,front of you and in your house is risky for you...I would think.  

I don't know...I'm not an expert,except of myself, but I think you're setting yourself up for relapse. You're still early in your sobriety so you will feel anxiety about different things...it may be better not to test yourself...