MY FIRST DAY

[drakeBpat]

so here I am! Again.... It gets old I know but I worked last night and I woke up today to start fresh ! I did take my last one at 7 this morning but here I am again. I deleted my contacts for good , I made sure after I got ready to look and see if I had any floaters around and I don't so I am here dedicated to change and I will . I'll say it one more time, of course I'm scared but I do really want this. So let the long road begin ... Thanks to everyone that has stuck by me and put up with my stubborness. I do also work tonight and tomorrow night so therefore that will help hopefully! Just pray for me!

[drakeBpat]

Thank you off work in a hr and gonna gov home and fall asleep and then I'll wake up and hopefully feel a lil better is just very tuff

[dwhitti777]

Hoping it eases up a little bit for you today.

[drakeBpat]

It is a really hard night!!! :'(

[drakeBpat]

Thank you I just woke feel like crap so bad... Threw up and i hate throwing up but I'm gonna alter and get ready slowly and go to work at 6 thank you and also I have the emergency packs I'm drinking so that's good!

[gnarly_1]

Hi  well good to see you giving it another try  just stick with it and remember it is tempoary  I have said this a million times but ''you just got to be ok without being ok for a wile''  the worst will be over in a few days  I know you want to sleep but it is all but impossible and that is normal  a hot bath is great for many of the symptoms so if it gets bad try one  I took several a day  try to get to meetings it will really help there is no replacement for live human interaction....keep posting for support we all want to see you win this battle.......Gnarly

[weaver71]

Try not to focus too much on how you feel, I know, easier said than done, but I have been there and it is doable. I'd be real careful taking an addictive drug to detox, my months of diarrhea, weeks of random vomiting, year of bad sleep, all those things were worth it, as horrible as they were. I don't think I would have had the strength to quit gravol, after all that. Anyway, lets hope the day you get paid, you are feeling stronger. I know you don't have a lot of money, but here are my opinion of the essentials to heal. I would try some of these things, especially before resorting to an addictive drug, again, just my opinion.

EmergenC packets are about .75 cents each
Protein shake is about $7 for 30 servings