It is so great to hear you feel it's worth it. We always knew it, but to feel it is the gift of patience, hard work, and time. You passed all the tests, I really love to read these threads. Clarity eventually builds purpose, I just know you have an important purpose. It's not too bad anymore, but never get complacent, never stop growing. Way to go Heather.
Congratulations Heather on 1 year clean !!!
Wonderful work : )
Hey congrats to you for getting off the methadone it is a real mofo to get off of but with time it is so so worth it just take it one day at a time and try not to get discouraged methadone is very cyclic so you will have good days and bad the longer you go the better it will get it been a long long time for me but reading the post about it brings me right back to the struggle it is to get off keep pushing forward get to as many meetings as you can and you to will make it off of the liquid handcuffs
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Congrats!! they wanted me to take all kinds of meds, but I refused I just kept going even when i couldnt I kept going call it the gift of despiration
you too should look into after care...its so easy to slide back
but you can do this!!
you give ME hope! keep up the good work and know its possible, there is a light at the end of the tunnel getting off was easy as hard as it was staying off is harder think about aftercare
i jumped from 50 mcg fentanyl every 48 hrs to essentially 1 extra break through med a day. my doctor had NO CLUE what she was doing and it has been 7 days and i am feeling better. i think it is kind of like ripping a band aid off, either do it fast or slow. i think even if i tapered, i would have went through withdrawal every drop, so i guess it was best for me to go through it once.
it is very scary. not going to lie, but i pray the worst is over. congrats to you
Way to go on a year Heather........you give me hope!
I'm at the scarey and sad and painful part!