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Holysh*t! Where's my friend dead?,  I have had the most bizarre couple, few?, days ever!  I am I here?  Two days of walking around in slow moe ville, cloudy faaawg land, eyelids at half mass, memory MIA, wait, scratch that....no action, sense of humor........not even a funny bone, energy........ennn......rrrrrrrr.......ggggeeeee., nope, no note, nothing, just gone!  I'm fragmented!  Not even upset about it........so odd.   Soooooo tired.  Fell asleep yesterday afternoon at 2pm, woke at 6pm all discombobulated asking hubby if it was morning or night, then just went back to sleep until 12:30am and I've been up since then doing payroll......wtf man!!!!.....still all feeling dreamy ......back to my friend "dead",  reading over your post again ..........holy sh*t!, I soooooo relate to your words! Yikes!  Not really diggin this at all......just gonna roll with it though as I don't have the energy to give a sh*t at the moment......fancy that?
Dangerous thing though; ......when I lose my sense of humour.....for those around me.......tend to say whatever is on my mind.  DAD!......Mom's wreckin Xmas again!

Just updating on the crazy's.........
How is everyone else doing?......I'll have to go do my morning read.  Love you all! Sending spidey squeezes and mistleweb kisses.
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6109773 tn?1381071043
Hey spider! I hope that you're feeling better. I know what you are going through. Its very hard, I totally understand. I'm sending u good vibes. Xoxo god bless!
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6063300 tn?1430430571
oh my Spider! I so know how you are feeling! No energy no motivation......Hopefully it goes away soon! Love you girl and we are fighting this together!
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Hey Spidey girl...I am so sorry you are going through all these feelings and all that other stuff you mentioned. This time of year is a double edged sword for many of us. Many feelings are so heightened for us. Memories of people we love, that are no longer with us, sharing great memories with our children and grandchildren that are still here. Trying to get everything done. Hang in there honey and know that I am always here for you if you need to talk. Pm me if you want to. HANG IN THERE!!
Kat
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5986700 tn?1380791380
Always a delight ms. Delight(ful)!  You have your dance card full I see, could ya send the little tike (baby Jebus) over here when he's done helping you?
My jingle bell is missing the hop.  Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell....plop!, my krispies are missing the pop.  Snap, crackle, plop.  My sex life is missing the "oh no, don't stop"... It's "oh no, don.t.......khhrusshhhh....snore...plop"......I'm reaching.....I need adult human contact.......I think.  Thanks for the shout out.....love ya.......xo
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Welcome home honey pie I been thinking about ya all weekend! Hope the zombie thing passes real soon. You need your spidey sense back! Glad to report still pretty funny! Lmao!
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