I am 25 years old and I have been on and off of painkillers since I was 19. It started with a major knee surgery in 2000. I had got off of everything for about 8 months but somehow managed to relaps. About 2 1/2 months ago I started taking METHADONE with the attitude that it was a wonder drug that gets you off of everything, so I hear from friends, (which is bullcrap!). This past Friday I realized that it is time to stop and get a grip on my life. After day 3 the symptoms start. No sleep, anxiaty, stomach cramps, leg cramps, deep depression, ect.... I broke down and took a oxy 40 and it didn't even phase me. It did seem to slow the pain a little. But I know that I can't do that. I can't beleive that after only 2 1/2 months that I am having this much trouble getting off of something. It is almost unbarable. It seems that it is taking so long for the symptoms to pass. I have came off of oxy's, hydrocodone, tramadol. This is by far the hardest thing that i have ever gone through. Is there anything that I can do help this pass and how long can I expect the symptoms to last. Will I ever get better? I am at the end of the rope with this. Please?? Some advise!