N.H.S Junkie

[bazhulkrje]

Oxicontin owns me, can't sleep can't stay awake. I am a ******* Zombie and why does no one care!

[gnarly_1]

Hi  I agree with the above posters you got to want to take your life back....we do home detox's all the time  if your having so many side effects your over medicated ....just know you dont have to live like this and like many of us with help you can get clean  please keep talking to us...........................Gnarly.....................

[Madmax88]

Okay I'ma try to answer you though Im sure it won't be what your looking for.. We can all relate and feel for you and the addiction you suffer from!! Though it's not what we think or care it's about how you care and think.. You have to want to get clean and be willing to change up your whole life!! By the way you posted on my post I can tell your currently still on your DOC, so all I can say is take that first step and throw away the pills and start the w/d process!! Cut off all ties, delete dealers number and alert your doctors! Tell your family! be open minded about NA/AA and work the program (which I'm currently doing). I relasped time and time again it took NA to get me to where I am now.. As for weed your right it isn't a narcotic but it is a mind altering substance and it can get you to relaspe on your DOC and that's why in NA/AA we or acting complete absense of all mind alterning substances ( including weed). Some of us need to learn the hard way and RELASPE time and time again before we get it. Which one are you going to be? I feel bad that you have to go through this I know it ***** but no one here can make you get clean. You got to make that choice and people
Here will help you along the way, but no ones going to give you advice if you keep popping pills with no intent on getting clean.  God bless

[msdelight]

That's not entirely true. We care. We've been there. The people in your life have probably grown tired of you choosing oxy over them. They maybe have given up. Deep down you know that they do care. The thing is, if you want the this nightmare to end, YOU have to care. You have to love yourself more than you love the oxy. Take one small step at a time.

Its a beautiful day, don't let it get away..