Hey everyone, first timer here but it seems to be that the support on this site is overwhelming so I thought I'd give it a try. This is my story...I have a lower back injury that occurred in 2011. It all started then. First I went to the Dr and was given Norco 10/325mg tabs that I took 4 of a day for probably about a year. After a year of virtually the same dose it of course stopped working. In early 2012 I was started on Morphine Sulfate ER 30mg by mouth once daily. This controlled my pain for a little while but eventually 6 months into therapy I asked for and was given an extra 15mg to take, putting me at 45mg of Morphine ER/Day. I took this dose until April of this year, 2013. At that time I was weaned off successfully and was given what I am taking now. Currently I am taking Oxycodone 15mg by mouth twice daily, so 30mg/Day. I have been taking this dose for the last two months or so. The problem is I'm supposed to be taking more like 15-20mg at this point, but I haven't dropped a single milligram yet. No one knows this, not even my doctor or even my fiancé soon to be wife as I am getting married next week, June 28th. I'm supposed to have been tapering down but haven't and now I'm in a bad way as you could imagine. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared of the w/d's and my fiancé just doesn't understand. I certainly don't want to feel crappy for my wedding/honeymoon. What should I drop down to, how do I find the strength to just get on with it, how bad will I feel if I dropped from say 30mg/day to 10-15mg/day.. What should I do?!